Saturday, April 21, 2007

now i know the reason why i need a hug badly in the previous post..

i was feeling so down, unright, and when i was asleep at 1 plus then, i dreamt that my bedroom was caught with a fire. then, too troubled from that dream, i woke up, and found out that my bedroom was full of smoke!!! and the insect repellent burner that i hang on the door had caught fire, i was soo lucky that the fire had not spread to the pile of books which is located next to the door.. and the fire just burn the whole insect repellent burner and if i woke up late a bit later, it will be too late for me to put off the fire by myself.

i actually hold the handle of that thing that is full of fire and threw it to the toilet before splashing water to it, i know i'm stupid to do that, but when u're panicking, u can't really think straight rite??

and alhamdulilah, Allah had given me a chance to live longer.. :)

and as saf said, i'm quite lucky of dreaming abt it n woke up, as in dejavu???

luckily nothing worst had occured and i'm still here.. still the same old tika that had felt traumatized for a while that night, but still could end up coming to the dreadful job the next day..

WEIRD,, but that really happen.. i don't really know what i'm thinking then. u can call me stupid for that coz i also believe that i am then..


And AT LAST!!! just now was my last day on that job that i dislike, and me n daya took half day to go cycling at ECP with saf.. This had been a very tiring cycling trip i've been to coz my hip hurts since just now morning, i have had not enough sleep, and i feel unwell..

i do not often feel like this when i'm trying to get active.. but its ok to feellike this right? and i have to exercise more as i've gain a bit of weight since the holidays started and i want to lose them back..

ok, sch starting next week, n the classmates will change.. i will miss my precious group members that i've work with for the whole year 2.. n now, have to find a new 1.. hope it will be as efficient as my previous 1..

i have no mood to put pictures, when i have the mood, i will do so k..
and sorry for the moody post.. i feel sick..