Loving every moment of it..

2011-03-13T19:01:00.002+08:00

Well, i had just came across to my old blog as i was blog hopping for others and i realized that i had missed writting my daily experience and jotting down my memory lanes. A lot had been happening in my life - the ups, the downs, my failures and my success.

It had struck me, once Mul had asked me on New Year 2011 (or a few days after) what is my most and least favourite experience that i had in 2010 and it really took me a long time to think about it and gave an answer. (they actually were the one who ans it for me)

2010 had been a roller coaster ride for me. With ups and downs that i had never ever imagine that i will face in my life. With sweets memories and friendship made and the bitter-sour memories on trouble making classmates and friendship woes, it does occur to me that IF i had been less lazy and put it in my blog, it would have read and get back the memories clearly on my mind.

I hope i can still update in my blog on a more often basis.

and I hope i will be a better person - a better daughter/sister/gf/friend/colleague/worker/tuition teacher. Yes, my schedule is supper tight despite having a normal 8.30-5.30 job as i love being involved in other things and making myself busy.

I love being busy and its by choice. :)

2009-11-01T13:22:00.002+08:00

My exams is this tuesday and i am scared shits for it!!! I'm still stuck at Chapter 2 and still have Chapter 5 & 8 to understand and memorize before the exams!!!

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHhh........................

1 paper done, 3 more to go !! Counting down to 10 November coz that;s when the enjoyment starts to begin!!! :D:D:D

2009-05-25T21:24:00.008+08:00

hey..

today i have a sudden change of mood at work.. Initially i felt so hardworking and cheerful in the morning and then out of a sudden i feel so gloomy.. Oh my, i hope its the pre pms feelings... :S & this is the 1st time ever i had bus sick otw back home.. The bus 89 kept moving until i getso dizzy.. Now i understand what my bf feels when he's having bus/car motion sickness..

Last weekend was resting for me.. All the schedule of going to swimming n tryng out the 2 weeks true shape trial was cancelled due to flu.. Nevertheless, the flu managed to be cured by yest (yay!!) and managed to accompany the bf to his poly friend birthday chalet.

After almost a year of not meeting the yr 1 poly classmates, Tiffany had arranged a meeting up with them on last sat at Marina Sq Swensen.. (i actually took mc as i have to go repair the camera), and well serve me right, i got flu for the next 4 days (i still go to work okays as there's no fever).. maybe i was infected at the polyclinic?? but no worries, its no swine flu.. and oh, i saw a passenger from the Ria cruise there.. Apparently, he;s working as a waiter there.. too bad he cannot give any discounts for us..

Here are some of the pics of the outing..

And hey, this above picture it looks like elizabeth is rudolf, me the bunny rabbit, carmen the nerd (hehe), tiffany the karaoke princess and huisan the blushing beauty.. and this is i'm lovin it mac ice cream..

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this is another post of my BKK trip that had passed since a month ago, n i had not update any pics of it yet :p..

Had really a fun and great trip with the darling GFs.. :D we really walk a lot there and enjoy the short and sweet 3D2N trip .. ;)

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And another occasion is that my gfs n myself had help out in becoming Meer's dearest models for her home studio business.. Below are the pics.. Pls take a lot at the gorgeous make up that was done by Meer..

Firstly, these 3 are my pics taken @ the home studio.. The make up done is to focus more on the eyes.. (Eye connection is important) :p

And this is a shot of Daya, the make up is fresh and makes her look more arabic :) So will look more fusion and unique for an event u're attending perhaps?..

And Saf's make up is a professional 1, good for events.. (and first dates to impress) Mul smokey eyes, making a friendly look for a great day ahead.. Ready to flirt make up :)

And this is Fiza, a fresh make up which is suitable for any events or special outing or perhaps for ur graduation day? A sexy look, to make u feel more confident..
Or perhaps something different, that will set u aside from others and be the attention of the crowd coz of the great artistic make up like the below..

if u guys are interested to have a makeover, or need to make up for that special event or occasion, u can view this blog to find up more.. And believe me, Meer is the friendiest person ever,, u will surely enjoy u're time being made up by her.. and her charges are really reasonable, y not give this website a look ?

http://www.vainpots-vanity.blogspot.com/

:D

toodles for now... :D

2009-05-19T13:10:00.003+08:00

I'm at the client office now and feel like blogging.. hahax..

Well, guess what? i've tendered from my job already.. and waiting for my uni comfirmation, crazy right, tender before receiving a comfirmation? but i think i will just believe in my decision and not procrastinate in going towards my goal. Logistic is simply not what i want to do in life, i want more challenges, things that i can stretch my creativity to the max, and well, i just want the degree. To hold it and prove to people that even though i come from what is considered not a "proper family", facing hardship throughout childhood life, having only my strongest mummy raising her 4 children and working hard to give them the best education she can provide. The best present a child could give to her mum is her dream to see the children prosper, be successful in life and makes her happy :D. I love u mama...

The past few months had been very meaningful, went to BKK, learnt swimming (& it had become my new hobby), learnt roller bladding, drove to johore (all the way jam from S'pore Custom) in a manual car and lots more. Oh, and the manual car stalled during a uphill slope in the jammed causeway, causing me to kanchiong sooo much.. haha.. Need more practice especially in Parking...

Oh, n i bought a lot of stuffs from BKK.. Almost 10 tops, 2 tights, 4 pair of shoes, 3 bags, gifts and lots lots more.. and i'm so so in love with the banana milkshake from a pakistani resaurant there..

Oh, and if i get the uni admission confirmation already, i wanna buy a laptop.. so i shall wait for the IT fair before purchasing 1..

thats for now, shall upload pics when i feel like it,, toodless..

2009-03-29T12:20:00.003+08:00

I've watched the secret dreamworld of a shopaholic yesterday n i truely truely enjoyed it soo soo much!!! This book was 1 of my favourite book since i've started reading it in sec school!! i enjoyed reading the whole series of the sophie's kinsella books as well as can u keep a secret.. She's an amazing author making especially teenage girls having dreams of becoming her characters.. hahax..

And the movie is truely2 funny.. Isla Fisher is truely a great actress making Rebecca Bloomwood soo real..

And enjoyed watching the movie with saf-mul n lita.. It's the first ever time me mul n saf watched a movie together.. Seriously!! Even in sec sch, poly years up till yesterday, we've never watched a movie together!! Haahx..

i want to watch the movie again.. :)

2009-03-25T23:57:00.005+08:00

Guess what??? i went to BAtam again.. and this time, its with deejay ria and didi cazli :D:D
n this time its so tiring as there;s 9 busses!!! and with not enough sleep.. ARGH!

The Deejays..

The EVs with Didi (love his songs dambaan n relaku setia)

The princesses, aty, is and kak wati.. (took it from costume shop at DC mall, Batam)

And inside the ferry on the way home, when we do not need to entertain passengers, we are on a mission with our cameras.. which is to make crazy posses..

This guy above was like saying, kamu semua suruh gue ambil gambar saya juga mahu ambil jugak.. hahahaha.. so no shame.. we asked him to take pics of us and then he shamelessly said that he want to take pic with us too,, and the funny part is he wont be able to get to see this pic at all.. :p

Next are the pic of us attending weddings..
Meena;s wedding in March 09

And Zu's Dec wedding..

and then, well in 5 more years?? it will be our turn??? InsyAllah

ok.. going to sleep.. work tomorrow :S

2009-03-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

Yabadabadoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

28.02.09

is the day i pass my driving lesson after 3 tries, and crazy enough to drive all the way to Desaru using my uncle's manual car on the day i pass!!

And now.. some of the things which i;ll be looking forward to are:
- Batam work trip
- Thailand trip with the GFs
- the once a month leave we have to clear at work (which i want to use usefully)
- School!

Now i want to invest my money on other things..
lets say:
1) learning mandarin??
2) dance classes??
3) learn how to swim?

2009-02-22T22:50:00.003+08:00

It was an unexpected fun, busy weekend that i have..

it all started on Fri night where saf, mul and myself met for a meet up session at Century Square :D Love the us time =) and yeah!! cant wait for April!!! so so so so excited!!!

Oh, and on sat morning i woke up very very early in the morning to go for my lesson at 7, then after that my bf and i went to have roti prata for breakfast while waiting for the bike shop to open. Collected the bike and vroom vroom, we went to ICA to renew my sayang's passport. :) Went to Mustapha centre after that...

And yeah, At last i watched the Slumdog millionaire and i love the movie!!! surprisingly, my bf likes the show too!!! he say its like a bollywood movie but in english.. "pls do take note that i've asked my bf to take me to jade to watch hindi movie together before but he refused saying that he do not like to watch hindi movie" so, that means after this i can pull thim to watch hindi movie and maybe he will go?? hehe

was stuck in the rain after the movie and we sat at long john while we talk and talk.. and looking at people, seeing some sec sch students being screened by police for smoking despite being underaged etc etc..

Went home after the rain stops and i could not sleep so i read. and at night i went to white sands to grab cassie her 21st bday present and then meet the poly lovely friends at downtown east =)

Joline manage to organize this birthday surprise for cassie with Cass former sec classmates, best friends and us her poly friends being there at Fish n Co..

After the celebration the 5 of us plus Cassie's bf went to Ehub and played board games there till one plus am and we still sat there gossiping abt a colleague of theirs that is sooo sooo soo perverted..

I cant believe that i did all that in 1 day and it ended at 2am.. =)

And today, met with my sayang Nas's poly friends as Meena's getting married next month.. Went to a North Indian restaurant and i think the food taste a bit weird for my taste bud liking but hey, the meet up was fun n i didnt feel any awkwardness at all!! haha..

And we're gonna see an indian wedding for the first time next month!!!

ok, i wanna go to sleep now..

So tired for walking a lot just now.. Up fort canning hill. walk to esplanade, then to spore flyer then back to city hall, and today my bf and i took public for 1 whole day!!!!!!!! WOO HOOO!!! so rare for my sayang!! hehehehe..

Good night every one.. =)

2009-02-10T22:39:00.008+08:00

Back,, I just love it to get calls from my bf at night.. even if it's just for short conversation between us.. :) i just can stop doing anything that i'm doing on that time just to talk to him.. :) the simplist things is sometimes the sweetest 1..

oh, there's lots of activities that had passed by.. Like last week, i just went for supervisory training for the communication and relationship management and most of the other people who attended the training is like quite old. and there i am the only young one trying to strike conversations with the people from various organizations and industries and the ones who have quite high posting "supervisors at least" and trying to well networking for future??? and yes, manage to get some of their view point on work related stuffs and all.. but the fun part is getting out of the office to take a breath of new air for at least the 2 days there..

Oh and yeah, my company is like wanting their staffs to take one day leave per month to clear their leave.. Their agenda is so that people wont take long leave i guess.. And what if people want to go on holiday in Nov/Dec? have to take no pay leave???? WTH??? haha.. but yeah, i dont think i will stay until end of this yr.. maybe for 3/4 of 2009?? and then i shall embark to something new in life,,

and for the previous months, had went to several trips with my former internship company, bringing the passengers to Desaru, Melaka, Batam, and well, RIA Cruise trip!!! that is like fun fun fun fun fun!!!! I enjoy those trips so so much especially when i get the sporting type of passengers!! i will just go crazy in bus trying to like tell lame jokes and riddles, trying to comeout with something interesting,.. I miss going to KL.. I hope they do call me up to go for KL trips.. 5 hrs in bus letting the passengers being entertain by quizes, stories told by tour guides, and movies shown on the tv especially. I just dont mind chipping in the extra $$ to buy the simple prizes for the game on bus.. (but yeah, depend on my mood too,, if i have no mood i wont play games with them :P) i just want to go KL and relax at the Federal Hotel rooms, straying around the bukit bintang street, seating at Starbucks, going for body massage, fish spa and well hanging around with the colleagues..

Since i love traveling so much, i guess i should work in this area in future??????? haha.. But i'm aiming for the degree 1st and well, as the economy is taking a break now, the travel industry is badly affected too.. :S

Oh, and i've became emcee for work events, GTKU and airline gathering.. i shall put some pictures here for the viewing pleasure/displeasure.. haha :D

The emcee ing for airline gathering

so unglamour picture.. took while helping to clear the deco.. :S

The Desaru trip holding real birds..

The Ria Anniversary Cruise Trip

The Oraganising - Hosting GTKU

DAya's 21st Birthday

And not forgetting our 3Rd year anniversary since 23.12.2005

Loves

equals =

US!!

I dont want anything other then you, chocs and sweet kisses this weekend :)

2009-01-11T21:40:00.001+08:00

Well,
i have to blog today coz i've promised mul.. :p
Mul is like saying for what have a beautiful blog but not updating it..
hahax..

Firstly. i wanna wish my sister a happy happy 18th birthday tomorrow.. So big now.. Cannot bully your big sister and brothers anymore!!!! Oh, and u want anything for your birthday right??? Let me find u a can drink "anything" at NTUC tomorrow okies :D:D hahax.. or fancy macdonal happy meal??? :P:P:P:P *evil evil grin***

And i am like super doopy excited.. and i think i cant wait for it.. hehe
For instance, my dearie girlfriends and i had plan to go on a 3D2N holidays in April together!! SO its left with us to book the flight tickets and hotel rooms and just wait for that day to come!

Oh, and tomorrow, i'm going for a sales call,, and to see my shipper who told me "i got monday blues lah" yesterday coz he was bored and just wanna disturb anybody! hahax,, and i hope the sales call will turn out to be ok tomorrow coz it will be my first time meeting my customer!!!

and now the workplace that i'm working at is making everyone to cumpulsorily clear their last yr leave by this jun or else the leave will be forfeited. And my bloody buddy at inhouse still have 13 more leave days!! Gosh!!

ok.. by bf calling me now from camp-.. i shall continue on later..

2008-11-22T11:18:00.001+08:00

Rules & Regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little facts as well as state this rule clearly
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names *NO TAGS BACK!*

1) Ohkays, i just am afraid to sleep alone at night. Especially when nobody at home! I had even told my sister not to go on holiday just to keep me accompany at home!

2) I cry when i watch sad movies.

3) I had ever had a dream that my house is on fire and when i woke up, a small fire had just started from the mosquitor repellent burner! I am glad i had that dream and woke up or else i wouldn;t still be here.

4) My sayang and i enjoy going to supermarket especially at Giant Tamp. Weird rite? and even weirder,he's better in choosing groceries rather than i am.

5) I had ever spoilt the washing machine and iron (hehe) and until now mummy didnt know :p (the new ones are bought from my $ anyway - so i dont really feel that guilty :p)

6) I used to put indian oil on my hair so it will look curlier and glossier. It really work wonders but i've everseen found a better alternative without the smell and stickiness feeling. :)

7) I love to wear my sister clothes, make ups, things. I will secretly go to her room and BORROW her things. its as if that i'm the younger sister and she;s the elder 1 :p

8) I think i am tweety bird for some reason as i have quite a big head. Hahahahahahax.

9) I worry too much! even if the problem is not mine, i will still worry abt it.

10) My job now is making my butt bigger as i'm sitting on the chair for 10 hrs every day, Well, but still only a few more months left here! and i'll be back to sch life :)

TAG : to anyone who bother to do this as i did as i was so bored at work!!

2008-10-02T21:46:00.013+08:00

Well,

Its been so long since i felt like updating in my blog because i've been super dooper busy. But not as in i love it kinda busy, but well, just say that i'm looking forward for it to end kinda thingy.. :p Can't wait to start schooling back again.. Unisim? Kaplan? NIE? Oh My, I'm so confuse on where should i just head to..

On the bright side, I think i gain a lot of knowledge in this company where i work at. Despite the SUPER BITCHY colleague cum buddy for inhouse who just thinks about herself, shouts at people like as if she's the mother of all bitches, likes to just take mc and urgent leave last minute and stack all her work for me to do while she msn and facebook playing and chat on the phone all the time! and WOrst! She do not want to sign my attendance coz she think that its not her problem and because i've complaint about her in my report to the superiors.. Deserve her right for all the complaints she'd been saying about me.. She complain that i do little job when the real thing is that i'm doing all her job while she do nothing, she called my manager to tell her that i'm no good just a week before my confirmation as she thought she could persuade them to not confirm me. She even complain about me taking mc when she herself saw that i was super sick and could send her to hospital too if she got infected with the high 38.6 degrees fever..

Well i should have let her get infected and probably die in peace. . Hahx.. and i will get loads of peace myself without ever going to see her face and hear her sucky voice all the time. :) haha.. and y she's doing this?? She's afraid that she will lose her job and i will take away her job from her.. I think her brain size is even smaller then nuts.. or well, smaller than ants. Doesnt she knows that i'm like twice younger then her and i dont want to be stuck like her doing the same old thing all the time.. Well, she just have no life other then two timing her husband with a bf years younger then her.

Well,, someone as patience as myself still have limits kays.. You do this to me, well, let me do it back to u.. ;)

But well, I'm staying in this job coz the pay is good.. and yes, i want to see her get a difficult time there too :) I wont play it easy as what the people before me did.

And yah, i manage to collect the moolah $$ for sch.. But certainly, hello back sch next yr!! Counting down to it..

And yeah, this job have make me learnt how to handle shit people like this. Lesson to be learnt, -Don;t be too nice, if people make your life miserable, make theirs twice as miserable.. haha.. Well, this job taught me to be evil and selfish.. I learnt the wrong values here.

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Ohkays... Its hari raya yesterday.. SOrry that i've been bitching a lot above but well, i;m expressing my feelings. Not a proper timing actually coz yest was the first day of raya and had ate a lot of food and seek for forgiveness and all. :) i just love raya.. I love the gatherings with the family, i love the food and to cook, i love the syahdu feelings when hearing the takbir, and how i misses my late grandma a lot.. and how my family seems perfect even though we dont really have a father figure like most of our life time.. I love mummy for being greatest person ever and i promise you mummy i will hold the degree just as you had always wanted me and your other childern to have.

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I'm being so emo lately, been hiding it for a while but hey, there;s such thingy as post pms right? and i'm entitled to have 1 too as i am a laaaady..

And yeah, I misses my Bf a lot as he's in camp most of the time. I love weekends coz i get to see him and spend time with him.. Well, its going to be our 3rd yr anniversary in a couple of months time and he had made me love him more and more and more each day. I think i've never love anyone as deep as this other than my mum, siblings and my nenek.. And yes, i love my gfs too.. They are the people who makes my life meaningful and happy.

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Here are all the overdue pics and raya pics..

There are lots of crying babies yesterday,, But they are forgiven for the noises they make coz they are so adorable! and they all look so chinese.. hehe.. my cute chinese/korean looking cousins, nephews and nieces..

I've been kissed by a cute baby!! :)

My family, my love, my pride, my pillars of support.. my everything..

The naughty cute boys..

The lovely cousins n sisters..

And there was raya food sharing during lunch at work just now..

To the malays in Export department, A Selamat Hari raya to you guys..

Oh, and i love it that my sister bought an 88 colours eye pallete..

So i tried to experiment it while following the steps in You tube..

and so this is the end result. . But rite, my bf say i look too over in it.. he say the eyeshadow is too thick and he thinks i look prettier with no eyeshadow on.. :p haha.. i think i look scary too with the thick bluish eye shadow. .

And on 20th Sep, it was darling saf's birthday.. WE celebrated it at Pasir Ris Park as a surprise gone wrong had happened earlier on..

and so these are the pics..

and i have to go to sleep now..

2008-08-13T14:34:00.003+08:00

HERE ARE SOME PICS FROM THE RECENT BATAM TRIP WITH EV..

Had free massage on that trip. It was really an enjoyful trip even though quite tiring. Iwould definately come back there for a quick cheap getaway. :D :D love the Golden View hotel service, love the S.S tour guide., love the cheap kek lapis, love the massage, and love the lovely pasengers.. ultimately Really enjoy and loved the whole trip .. :D:D:D

2008-08-13T13:19:00.002+08:00

sometime ago, my lovely gf ask in her blog for birthday girls wanna be soon to post their wishes so it will not be a headache for them,

and so, i know this is too late, heheh.. but it is just a simple wish..

i wish..

i wish..

i wish..

for..................................

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.....

...

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a prima deli cake which i had no shamelessly told u guys..

and 1 more..

err..

i wanna..

err...

to eat durians on my bdae..

hahahaha..

coz since the beginning of the durian season, i had wanted to go Desaru to eat durians but then whenever ev called me to go desaru i've had something on..

and can u guys believe it that i've not eaten any durians since the starting of durian season ??? i only ate durian puff which nas bought for me at bedok prima deli. but the real durian is more delicious right ??

and so before the ending of this durian season, my simple wish is to eat at least 1 ulas of durian..

hehehehehe...

weirdo me..

:p

and lots of kisses and huggies from u know who.. hehe

this below is some pics of the recent batam trip with ev..

2008-07-06T22:15:00.003+08:00

Yoga Try-out

Went for yoga try out just now and i can simply say that i hate yoga.. all those stretching are soo soo painful and seriously i think gym or jogging is like way fun and better for me.

Woke up very early in the morning just to go for the yoga classes and mul ended up giving up halfway through the class.. maybe this is just not our cup of tea.

And so, since we're in town, we ended up shopping and meeting dearest Lita. And oh, its gonna be her birthday this coming thursday! so happy advance bdae Suleeta Menon!! or Miss Litalistic!!!

Pics of girls having a weekend shopping trip.

& oh yea, this pic is random.. the lighting in the yoga ladies room is so pinkish i took pic in the lightings and it made me look like a mad woman!

Saturday is bf time!

Its so sad for only being able to see him during saturdays only and often i always look forward to every saturdays just to spend every single precious time with my dearest bf. . He was actually very frustrated for not receiving his pay which he should have gotten since a month ago. I dont know what recruit express is doing not paying his hard earn salary till now and claim they are still investigating after my bf threatened to sue them or complain to MOM. I think complaining to MOM is the best way if they still haven't pay him in this month ..

Well, but luckily despite his frustrations, he felt bad as i've dressed up for the day just so to spend time with him.

We got caught in the rain otw to expo and took shelter in a bus stop and just took photos of us. Its so romantic being caught in the rain, looking at the wet road full of vehicles, just the two of us at the bus stop, engrossed taking picture and sharing the past week's stories. . & its just an "us" moment. :) I'm so happy that these two and a half year that we've been together make me love you more and more my dearest nas. .

My Mr botak sayang..

I love you my dearest nas.. :)
And thanks to my cousin Sri that i get to know my bf! hehe.. long story on how "us" began.

we both cousin are blessed with big eyes!! hehe..

Its you that is on my mind every day without fail!

Outings with the colleagues

It was Tang's and Max last day and we had this good bye dinner at Siam Kitchen in Suntec. . The food there is ok, but i still prefer japanese food better than thai's. In comparison to Hei Sushi that i've eaten last month, i think Siam Kitchen food is not really that appetizing.

It was my first outing with the colleagues and i enjoyed it so much. I've went there straight after my training which was supposedly to and at 8 pm but i managed to finish up the test early and even scoring full mark in it!!! Weeeeeee!!! And thankfully there's colleagues who drives and gave us a trip to suntec and back home! Thank you my nice colleagues!! :D

Thorn among the roses. .

The so called "macho" guys :p

Someone actually said that we look like mother and child in this pic! hahax!

and next week will be a very very busy week for me and ending each day practice at 10pm every night! i will survive and get it, Insyallah!!!! :)

2008-06-26T20:07:00.002+08:00

Guess where am i at this time ???? WORK!!!!!

oh my!!!!! stupid thumb system that record the time that we work!!!!!!!

and training was soo boring!!!

HAPPY PART IS that this weekend will be packed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:) can't wait to meet my bf this sat!!! :) :) :)

2008-06-18T14:14:00.004+08:00

I wanna have :

1) A nice Haircut

2) Eyebrow Threading

3) Driving License

4) A nice belt

5) Him

6) Time to exercise

Hopefully i'm gonna have all that by next month! :)
and no doubt i can only have him in the weekends only..
but yeah! I miss him sooo much now.. can't wait to see him this weekend..

Does all Nsmen's gf misses their bf as much as i do now?

2008-06-12T10:27:00.025+08:00

I miss my dearest boyfriend coz he's in NS now..

Sri's Engagement cum Birthday celebration

I would want to wish Sri a happy 21st birthday and happy engagement to her 7 years long boyfriend, Ghanafi.

Here are the pics!!!

we do look alike huh ?

Tasty cakes!! one from us and another from Ghanafi side..

The couple..

Thank u guys for coming! :D

The gubahans..

GRADUATION DAY 2008!

After all those projects, exams, lectures, tutorials, groupwork, group conflicts, campings, ccas, and lots more, come the graduation day!

Getting the diploma is nice but then, now i'm eyeing for a degree as it would be better. Trying to save up the $18,000 to go private uni hopefully in the next yr or 2.

I want to always make mummy proud..

me & my course manager Dr Arnold Tan :)

KL TRIP WIF GFS!

We had a great time holidaying in KL during the past Vesak Day holidays. Even though i was badly sick (with no voice and all), still it was enjoyable because of my lovely gfs! We had booked a hotel at Chow Kit (its a red light distric area) haha, i only realise this after booking are made. :p

The first room that we got after checking in is a disaster. It had no lock in the toilet, leaking water in the toilet, the bath tub is dirty, we cannot get through the channels in the tv, the frezzer is not working and more. Luckily during that time i still have some voice to spare to complain and eventually get a better room with the view of Titingwangsa.

And it was a bad starting of the trip when someone's phlegm drop on my head when we were searching for return bus ticket at pudu raya. The people there surely do not have any manners and just spit anywhere!!! And my slippers broke upon reaching the hotel! It was so frustrating that despite having a bad room, and before waiting to exchange room, i decided to shampoo my hair first in the dirty room that we initially had checked in at before having a real good shower in the new room. I swear i shampooed my hair like 5 times !

I am really swearing to the person that spit on my head that someone else will do that to him back@^@%#$&%!

Oh, and for my slippers issue, luckily Chow Kit area sell a lot of pretty and nice slippers that cost so so cheap!! RM 10 for a pair! its nice with beads and all.. n to people who are close enough to know me deeply, yes i'm a chepo who dont go for branded stuff but nice and cheap stuff that could sometimes be weird to people eyes. hahahax.

The first trip in the itenary is: Ferris Wheel!!! its the Eye on Malaysia! The ferris wheel is great!!! It only cost RM15 each if i'm not wrong and goes like 5 round. The speed is quite fast and you could feel the wind blowing against your cabin. It was scary when you feel the vibration in the cabin!! hahax. Really think that this is worth it.

But we had a dissapointment on the laser show that was shown along the Titingwangsa lake. Imagine watching a lasre show with no back up sound to describe in and instead there's like non related music being played. We got bored only after less then 10 mins upon watching it and decided to head down to Bukit Bintang for shopping instead!

Pics from ferris wheel

2ND DAY IN KL

We started of the day with breakfast at Chow Kit. Ate the putu pirings and kuihs here. Then we walk all the way from Chow Kit market towards Masjid India where we borong(bought) a lot of tudung(scafts). I'm thinking that i'm good in bargaining man coz i had manage to reduce the price of the scafts from RM15 each to half that price at RM7 each after much bargaining taking place in the shop. I think the seller must be mad at me.. hahax.. :p and despite having a bapok sounding voice.

Then, it started to rain, so we all head down to Times Square to play the indoor theme park! The first 2 items that we rode is enjoyable but the third one made us giddy. Its like us being inside a washing machine! I would never want to ride that ever ever again!

And that one ride had destroyed our mood to even take the roller coaster and other things. So we decided to eat lunch there, SUSHI!!! . They all wanted to play bowling, but me having cough like mad plus the dizziness and lack of sleep, i told them that i need to rest at the hotel.

So that afternoon, Mul, Saf and Hada went shopping while i slept in the room alone to rest. My cough had became so bad until i have no voice at all then.

Then, Faisal came to make a surprise to Saffy!!! :D :D saf didnt even know that he was liasing with us all this while for this surprise! hahax!!!!

And so we went to KLCC in 2 taxis. I'm very2 sad that a taxi driver thought that i was a bapok from the state of my voice. . :(

KLCC was so crowded with the youngsters. But it somewhat make me feel a little bit like being in Singapore during that time. Aunt Annies Pretzle we bought there is so yummy!! oh, and subway too!! how i wish subway in Singapore is Halal.

We made our way back to Bukit Bintang by walking all the way there. and then we play @ the theme park back. hehe.. we didn't open those tags the whole day and we actually went everywhere with the tags wrapped around our hands.

A New Fashion statement huh??? :p

After theme park, Bowling!!!!!!!!!!!!

and here are the contestants....

and all you can see is our cute backsides!! hehehehehe... oops, backview..

So guess who won????

???

after that, we ate @ the bukit bintang area behind federal hotel. All of us are so tired already then.. and the selenge kwangz kwangz kwangz thing happen when...

we are @ the hotel when hada confidently trying to swipe the card to enter our room and not being able to do that we tried and tried and tried until suddenly.......

a woman went out of the room. Mul thought it was the bapok cleaner, i thought it was a ghost, and then we realised that..........

It was not our room!!! muahahahahahahaha!!!
we 3 are sooo soo selenge man!!! paisey !!

surely that woman thought we mabok or something..

but we aren't k..

we are only selenge i guess
hahahahaha..

Other KL pics..

Bye bye KL trip with GFs!! Looking forward to the Thailand trip end of this year or during early next yr.. or maybe after getting bonus.. :):)

2008-04-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i wanna send my condolences to Meer and family for the lost of her uncle. I'm sure Allah will bless his soul. Amin.

Yesterday was spent by gathering and doing something that we oddly do together, which is karaoke-ing. :D and this time with daya sis, Dila, faisal and suhail joining us.. it was a nice and simple gathering that was planned last min..

and nas really did surprised me by attending the karaoke session half abt 40 mins after we had started. i was so shocked and out of words for seeing him there coz he had told me that he was unable to make it and sound quite croaky on the phone earlier. It's a sweet surprise dear, thanks sayang for coming yest to my 1st plan karaoke outing :)

and i wanna thank Faisal @ Abg Ubin @ Saf's sweetheart for the Swensen's treat:) promise it'll be my turn to treat after my 2nd pay maybe. Insyallah :)

The Karaoke session @ cashbox studio

The Treat from Faisal @ Swensen Chinapoint

He, the one who surprises me yest, & my soon gonna be Abg police :p

Girls reaction with big mirrors in toilet =

Thanks for the lovely outing!!!

And at last, i've changed my msn nick for almost 3 years, from Miss Beautiful Smile to Miss Burpy.. hahx..

and work @ SKF, which is our client office is great coz it ends at 5.15 and i got to reach home early:) and my mentor is not as bad as what i've heard from people. but cannot say much yet coz it's just my 1st day there.. :) have to sleep now so i wont be late to work tomorrow.. and now i wake up earlier to make lunch for work coz i wanna save up my money to go KL soon?

2008-04-13T03:14:00.003+08:00

i didn't know that photo editing is sooo fun and addictive!! just like Java Chips from starbucks!!!

Had a really great outing with Lita just now watching a movie "definitely, maybe" in Plaza Singapura just now and then starbucking @ town.. It's been so long that we really go out! and i believe that this is a tough time for u Lita, but despite that, time will heal the heartache.. be strong k dear!

2008-04-12T02:01:00.004+08:00

I had a very tiring day at work today..

One of our client, is having a big problem and i have to help them up.. Half way thru my import training, i have to go back and help them to do some admin stuffs and i really2 feel like office girl having to be attached to the photocopier machine for the whole day and matching the SIs.

Hopefully the problem will be resolve soon.. And come Monday onwards, i'll be attached to be trained at a client office near Simpang Bedok. The timing there is better as i would end earlier. Despite that, i've heard lots n lots of stories from the colleagues there on how ah lian or garang the mentor is.. i hope my training for a month there will be fine and i would learn more out from her.

Here are pictures of some of my colleagues from the customer service dept.

These are the malay girls in customer service dept..

I will miss them for the next month,.. and the online shopping during work hours too.. :p

i bought like 3 tops online at super dooper cheap price.. and i hope it will fit and look nice on me :) can't wait till i get them!! and i will work the clothes up to look nice on me!! haha..

i did some editing on my old pics in my comp.. just wanna tryout the photo editor that i've downloaded like a month ago.. how i wish i got adobe photoshop in my comp now..

:D so happy with the results.. My 1st time editing my own pics k! coz i cant sleep and i thought of just trying to edit some pics..

and this 1 pic is like soooooo old lah..

That was when we are in secondary school years.. How fast time had past and grown up we all had became now.. and how time had taught us the REAL meaning of friendship and who will stay despite in any situations life lead us to.

Oh,

and Sri's , my cousin is getting engage on her birthday this June! :) helped her with preparations of making invitation cards for her special event..

& tomorrow, i have a movie date with Lita!!!!!! and on sunday karaoke @ cashbox! i love weekends.. :) and it will be better if i could spend my weekends with my dearest.. NVM, next week he won't be working on sat as we have bike expedition to Johore! :)

2008-04-03T10:43:00.002+08:00

Simply said,

I'm hurt..

and yes, sometimes i do cry to sleep without anyone knowing..
even my sis who's using the comp in front of me..

It's so unlike the normal cheerful me..

2008-04-01T22:09:00.004+08:00

Pulau Ubin Pics!!

Here are the pics for the ubin trip that i went with nas on last sun..

Aty2 beside the well..

Nas got sea sick during the boat ride!

i have a big pimple :(

Nas jiwang..

The bird fainted after smelling my armpit.. hahx

i never knew that i have long legs.. right pic angle plays a big part..

i love him..

Going down the tower..

:D us..

at pond also wanna pose..

him

"a putera lilin", hiding from the sunlight under such small signboard.

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Saf's mum had been admitted to the hospital just now as she got a fit.. I'll pray that she will be cured and can be discharge soon.. Amin..

2008-04-01T15:32:00.002+08:00

I'm at work now, blogging..

haha.. coz there;s little things to do at work today. and i'm soo free just now that i went research for private car instructors online just now. i want to start my practicals soon!!! so have to really find a good one quickly.. and hopefully not that expensive.

I realise how grateful i am to have nas as my bf.. even though i have to be patience on his moody days but still i believe he love me lots and will not ever cheat on me or mengatal :) and i love him lots too :D

went jogging yest nite with nas and adik. At last i ended up only managing to complete 2 rounds and then watch the soccer match there instead. I've never really watch soccer before and even make mul thinking that i was making an april fool joke.. haha.. i am a bit mature for april fool joke k..

and that Suhail ah.. wanna make April fool joke also fail...

This is what he sms me:
"hey guys! Suhail here, inviting u guys to my engagement day happening on this sun 6th April 08 from 3pm onwards at Blk.... Geylang Bahru #__-___. The night reception will b held at RASA Sentosa Resort, shuttle bus is provided frm my house 2 there.. Theres a lot of food indented, so i hope u guys can b present onmy special day, n it is a gd time for a gathering as well :) ur presence will be greatly appreciated. Hope to see u guys there!"

and in my mind, i was thinking....
"KLAKAR KE PER" or "Funny or What"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.. of coz i knw its an April Fool joke lah..

and he was telling me that i will be shock if that happen and i reply back to him that i would think that's its short gun.. haha.. but later on i tell him that i'm joking coz Suhail is very the bunga.. haha..

i have to wait for another 1 hr to go home.. and nas not fetching me home today.. so bus 89, here i come in an hour time..

2008-03-25T18:29:00.007+08:00

i swear i had type a lot at home three days ago on this blog post and somehow it cant be publish becoz of my stupid old comp!!!!

Well, this is 2 weeks ago pics which were taken during sherry's bdae..

me and hui san got locked up outside...

oh and this boy is soooo cute!!!

Atikah@ghost at the back..

my lovely poly yr 2 classmates.. luv u guys lots!!!

... Nas and myself went to Pulau Ubin yest and causing me to have cramps all over my body.. my shoulders are aching, my legs are aching and mul gotta have to message me around this few days ok!!! haha..

i'll update the pics when i do.. :D

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& i just got my pay today..

the things which i'm gonna buy is 1stly

1) a nice new lanyard...
2) stickers to design my OWN lovely white helmet
3) kinder beuno :D :D :D

haha..
i'm a chepo.. my sis always tell me that coz i will not buy expensive things.. :p

and i still won't buy expensive things even though i've woork already because i would love to save up my own hard earned cash to futhur up my studies.. hopefully local or in Australia in 2 to 3 years time.. and i want to study business or marketing and go into this field.. Coz now i'm in the freight industry.. as an assistant marketing officer..

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I REALLY WANNA GO THAILAND WITH MY FRIENDS THIS YR AND PLS PLS MAKE THIS DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!

2008-02-21T13:28:00.002+08:00

Comp crash at home!!!

i've not been updating my blog even though my sch sem had ended is due to my stupid home comp being infected with some virus and hence, crash. Stupid2 computer!!! why must u crash during a time when i really need it! and Buntat!!! u are at fault for the crashing of the comp as it's u who uses the comp a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh well. I told nas i have to "mengembara" to use a comp.. haha..

and i hope it will be repaired soon. Abang Wadi is so kind for helping to repair the comp. But then he said that the problem is beyond his specialisation and he have to send it to a repair shop. I really want my comp back!!! Boo Hoo!!!!!!

Ok, now i'm trying for a relief teaching post to try out on whether i have the passion for teaching. hahx.. and i would wish to futhur up my sudies if possible. I really regret for doing so badly during my year one poly days and decreasing my GPA and my chance to go to a local uni. I learned my lessons k! Life is not all about having fun, and yes, education is really important! i do believe that i can do better.

Oh well, i shall not give up on my hopes and dreams.. :D

and nas is disturbing me now! :p but thanks sayang for the free mac breakfast just now that u had promised to belanja me since a few weeks ago!!

2008-01-18T15:39:00.000+08:00

Busy Period

I've had not been blogging coz of the busy schedule!! There's a lot of projects to be done and submision dates are in a week time!!! To add up with it, there's test and individual journals to be submitted too..

and so lets see what's in the list for next week..

Mon= IMC test

Wed= Strategic report & IMP2 IJ submission

Fri= Entrepreneurship report submission

and more..

and the projects are mostly just halfway completed.. haiz..

Time to really finish the report & polish it up!!

on the good note, Abg wan engagement is tomorrow.. :)

and i have to start doing my resume for the career fair which will be held this sunday at Suntec..

2008-01-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

Daya's birthday celebration

We celebrated Daya's 20th birthday yesterday by going to town.. :D we ate at Swensens and seriously the banana crumble there is soo YUMMYLICIOUS!!!

Here are the pics of yesterday...

The birthday girl with sweet rose..

Hugs for the bithday girl

Ice cream!!!

Mul.Daya.tika

Hana.Saf

The delicious banana crumble!!!

Sinful food!

Feeding the birthday girl..

The five of us..

Acting like mannequins..

Me :D

The two tall ones..

and cute daya on shades..

hope that u enjoy on your birthday daya!!!! :D :D

2008-01-01T12:51:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2008!!!

I wanna wish everyone a happy happy new year!!!!! and to my dearest friend, Daya, a happy 20th birthday today!!!!!

I had never really set a resolution for the previous years before, coz i had always not been achieving it such as to lose weight, to get this or that..

but i decided to write one for this year as a guide..

part of it are:

1) to get my driving license

2) to continue my studies or find a good job after poly

3) to be happy in everyday life
4) to make other people happy
5) to be more religious

and more... :D

i hope that 2008 will be an exciting year ahead..

Weird Friday

and on last friday, it's a really weird say for me as i got lots of prezzies from people/friends..

i went back to my internship office on that say as kak jun, ask me to her on things and told me to collect some thing that they bought for me.. and so, when i went to the office, they bought Arnold chicken for lunch :D, they even refuse to let me chip in the cost!!!

and i got all these gifts on friday..

A blouse from kak jun..

A scaft from Hana which she bought in India

A sweet artistic card from dearest Mumul and chocs too!!

and a Simple eye make up remover pads from Yu Jiang..

It suddenly feel that as if Last friday was my birthday.. haha.. but nah, my birthday was like months ago.. and i dont celebrate christmas and so all these are not christmas gifts..

and its so sweet for my internship place colleagues to still remember me and gave me the gifts.. thanks u guys.. :D

My internship colleagues and bosses during a company event..

i do miss the fun time during the events and travel.. :D

The sisters:D

Was bored in the bus and decided to take pics!! this is our irritating facial expression,

and a smile for the camera.. :D the kids at the back was making so much noise in the bus that is so annoying!!

And lastly, i wanna wish u guys a happy 2008 again.. :D and shall this year be a blessed year for u guys!!

2007-12-28T00:29:00.000+08:00

Busy with Project Reports

No more holiday(s) to enjoy anymore 'except for Daya's bday celebration and new year :P' coz the projects dateline is around the corner. SIP report due in next Wed, Entreprenuership individual report due on Friday, mid sem test is in 3 weeks more and our group projects are still in the raw stage. I think this weekend shall be my last week working part time weekend coz i am not willing to sacrifice the time that could help my group to meet up and improvise the projects together and i hope to get a good grades for this sem and improve on my GPA.

It will be a very stressful January ahead with a total of 10 projects altogether both individual and group projects, tests and all..

I hope 2008 will be a good year ahead.. Coz 2007 had been a rollercoaster year for me and my bestfriends. From losing a love ones each to overcoming it to having Mul OSIP in Mynmmar to Saf breaking up with the ex and found someone new, for us to experience SIP and really experience working life, for me having the chance to go Genting and KL as a tour leader after the internship period, for having the small fights once in a while and the sweet dates me and Nas had to us celebrating our 2nd yr together recently, for meeting his parents for the first time, to the group conflicts that me and my last sem groupmates had and lots and lots more...

:D :D :D

Me and Litalistic, pic taken in brand hub just now..

Damn, please scold me to concentrate on doing my SIP report!

2007-12-25T11:53:00.000+08:00

A Short trip to Johore

Mul, Daya, Daya's sister, Daya's mum and myself went to Johore yesterday for a short shopping and walking trip. It was planned last Saturday during boring worktime when mul tell me that she wanna go Johore on monday and i just replied 'Set Ahh!!' hahax.. sadly saf and meer could not make it despite planning it up since on sat..and Daya's mum and sis followed us at the last minute!! :D the more the merrier rite?

And we went to Plaza Seni first to buy some facial product. Facial there is way cheaper than in Singapore. Shadira facial there cost only rm50.. and in Singapore, at the same outlet it would cost double. hahax.. i knew it coz mul uses Shadira brand.. :D Then, as usual, when in Johore, we have to go to City Square. Went window shopping and bought some delicious pastries from there

It feel so good to be in Johore rather than in crowded Orchard road on a Christmas Eve as we wont be getting caught in the human traffic jam.. :D..

Mul daya n myself

Mul-Tika
Mul-Daya
We inside the taxi on our way to Danga Bay. Three of us in the same cab while Daya sis and mum in another cab.We took lots and lots of pics in the cab till the taxi driver ask cantik eh? or pretty eh? and guess what's my reply.. We three pretty what of coz the pics will turn up pretty! haha.. :p i know.. its a very shameless reply:p

A badge i bought for my dearest, i am quite surprised that the design turn out nice as i only bought a plain badge and it stated there free name to be written and i just put our name and taadaa, it turn out nice.. :D

And mul did not allow me to order Mul & Aty.. :( coz she say we are not a couple.. Ape sei Mul..

They taking pics with the christmas tree!! wee.. and daya just got the no shame disease from us.. hahax.. She hint hint on her bday prezzies.. hehe

Us seating down taking a rest for a while..

Reach Danga Bay.. The taxi driver did not know where street mall is and alight us at the theme park or something and while we're walking to street mall from there, we just took pictures..
Mul is the Christmas Monster!!! Beware kids!! Muahahaha

Anak gadis kampung..

and when we reach Street mall, we went to shop for a while then eat at a restaurant named Italy. The seafood there was nice and we were surprise that its so cheap.. Imagine 5 people eating seafood of total of 4 dishes which include Ikan Bakar, black pepper chicken, Tom Yum, Sambal Kangkong and fresh orange juice drinks with plain rice cost only Rm58.. and seriously, the food there is Delicious!! :D

And the next time i go there, i wanna go play at the theme park!! and take the merry go round and ferris wheel and more.. and i also wanna go for facial there..

2007-12-24T11:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2nd Anniversary to us sayang!!!

It's our second year anniversary yesterday and despite not going on smoothly to what i had initially planned, despite that Nas is so sweet to say that the plans does not matter but being with me is the most precious thing and it complete our anniversary celebration by us being with each other. :D

I had initially planned for having a romantic buffet lunch, but me myself having work yesterday ending at 530pm, and then celebrating adik birthday, and nas having to fetch his brother back from work at 10pm, we decided to postpone our celebration to 11pm and at last we ended watching a late night movie on a Korean show. We promise each other to postpone and have our planned romantic dinner sometime during this week instead.

Us.. Pic took 2 days before our anniversary at meer's sister birthday celebration at Riz Carlton Hotel. 2007 Pic:D

Us..During 2006..

Us.. In the beginning of our relationship.. 2005.. :D

Nas is so sweet to buy me a necklase with encraving of our name and the words Since 2005 encarved in it.. :D

To my dearest Nas, being with you is the happiest thing that had happen in my life. You are there for me despite what had happened during the past 2 years. You are there for me to encourage me to study harder, you are there for me when we work together at ntuc income siting beside each other at work, you are there for me when my grandma fall sick, you are there for me when i hit my lowest emotional point when my late grandma passed away and u give me support emotionally, you are there for me when Mul is in Mynmmar and took over Mul place of hearing my complains(hahax), you are there for me to celebrate my best friends and my family birthdays, hari raya and all and you are just there in my life and in my heart showering me with love, care and concern and teaching me how to life live meaningfully. And i am proud to be by your side and being able to do the same to you too.. :D I'm blessed to have you in my life..

Me all dressed up! and yeah, at last i have a rose after hinting him for sooo long! haha..

Adik's 9 yr old Birthday celebration

Kakak wanna wish adik a happy 9 yr old birthday! hope adik enjoy the small party yesterday. Despite kakak being so tired after work and have to postpone kakak and abg nas anniversary celebration, but kakak wanna make sure u have a good birthday celebration tau.. dont be naughty2 and study hard for school!

The cake bought directly after work! thanks nas for driving us to buy the cake sayang!

The birthday boy and my bantal bucuk!
Suka dier..
And i wanna say thanks to my dearest friends mul, saf, daya & meer, my aunt and her family, adik friends, my siblings and my dearest sayang nas for coming to the small birthday celebration.

Hari Raya Aidiladha/ Haji

We went to the cemetry during the morning of Hari Raya Haji and see the slaughtering of the kambings or goats at the mosque there.. :D I also cooked curry chicken and celebrate Hari raya Haji by eating ketupat and lodeh and all at Along's place with all my family members..

And on that day, We were being informed that Abg Wan going to get married NEXT YEAR!!!! The engagement will be on january and wedding on November! Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

The goat slaughtering at the mosque..

Meer Sister, Shafeeqa's 15th birthday celebration at Ritz Carlton Hotel..

Last Friday, it was Meer's sis birthday.. From Sch, me and Saf went to Bugis to buy prezzies for her and then we go to the hotel first leaving our partners to go later on by themselves.. :p and we actually got lost coz we do not know where the hotel is at coz marina square didnt show the directory to the hotel..

and oh, you guys should see the gabraness or kan chiongnes at my sayang face when the worker there going to take the car from him and park it. Sayang thought that they gonna take the car from him or he have to park it himself.. Hehe.. Our 1st time parking at a 5 star hotel what.. we learn..

And so typical of us to only take our pics in our camera phones,, haha. i just realise that i didnt take any pics of meer family there or worst, the birthday girl.. how did i actually forgotten to take her pic?? Ishk3..

Then my sayang nas drive us around for a while.. We went to Kallang Waterfall but sadly nas have to pick his brother up from work at 1am so we only have little time to drive around..

My sayang busily thinking of where to go and what route to take...

While i busily take their pictures at the back of the car.. That's Meer, Saf, and Saf's Bf, Faisal or what we all call him Abg Ubin.. :p

2007-12-18T10:00:00.000+08:00

Night Cycling @ Pulau Ubin

Last friday was night cyclimg at Pulau Ubin and the event is sooo super dooper tiring. Initially before the event, saf and myself were like discussing that in the future we wanna go climb mount kinabalu or puteri gunung ledang or go to Taman Negara for hiking after poly, but after the event i realised that we have to gain up our stamina first before going to such place.. its very very tiring till my muscles still ache today! haha! especially the butt muscle!!!!!! never i have my butt ache this bad! :P

But it very thrilling cycling at night in the dark, especially after my torchlight battery went weak. we cycled from 9pm till 430am non stop except at some points where we have to play short games. Climbing the hill at night is also very interesting as the view up there to the quary is sooo different at night and in the day. at night the water looks like as if its snowing downstairs!! Too bad its too dark for me to capture any pictures while we were cycling..

But then it was worth the try and the signing up at a very last min. thanks to Hui San or else we wont manage to go to the event at a very last min time.

Early in the morning. Saf and myself miss seeing the sunrise coz we took a short nap.

These are the bicycle with a very hard seats. Can u believe it that it's 6.20am and the place is very bright already!

My jaan and myself looking so tired and bacin early in the morning.

My group members! Even we got lost so often at pulau ubin, but the experience was great!

Going to sch to do projects later.. a lot of projects to do and submission date is soo soon. Holidays is considered as doing projects day.. and yeah, i found myself a weekend job and i wanna save up the money to go KL with my friends and for taking car practical lessons..

I hope it wont rain today as i wanna meet my boyfriend later and buy a new helmet for myself! i wanna buy a white helmet and design it myself.. :D and i wont let any other people use that helmet!!! :p

2007-12-13T11:38:00.000+08:00

AGA - Boom circus ??

ok.. this circus which me and my friends went on last thurs is really dissapointing and quite boring. Luckily there's the balloon segment which made it more interesting at the finale of the whole show.. and i dont understand how it got a very good review from the newspaper. But anyway, its great having to spent time with all my besties wataching the circus in which we all have free tickets to watch it with..

Weekend KL (work) Trip

And so, last weekend, i went to KL to work as a tour leader for my previous internship company and i really enjoy it soo much!!! My sayang Nas sent me to Lavender on Saturday morning at around 5 plus and it was the virgin time he drives me with a car!!!! Ok, he just pass his licence and at last his daddy allow him to drive the car. He is quite a smooth and careful rider lah.. So sweet of him to wake up early in the morning to drive me there...

There's 4 busses from E-Ventions which went to KL last Friday and i'm in chanrge of the last bus, bus no 4. and my bus is very very late until the other 3 busses have to leave us there 1st. so, i have to 'entertain' the passengers and talk to them so they won't feel irritated with the lateness of the bus..

Despite of the bus being late, we are the 1st bus to reach Federal Hotel in KL!! the bus driver is super dooper fast, driving at a constant speed of 120km/h all the way from johore expressway to KL!

And these are the other tour leader in charge of the other busses..

This is Noi. She was an intern in E-Ventions two yrs ago.. and she's my roommate during the saty there! and she said that she heard our room have funny noises at night.. Scary..

This is me after the buffet breakfast at the hotel. Lepak for a while before having to work back..

And this is Ayuni.. We were interns together before and she's always been my lunch buddy at work last time.. She still have one more months to go till the end of her internship.. All the best of luck!!! :)
Working in KL would be boring without them.. Thank you u guys!

Lunch at design.....

..... with my sayang MUL!!

and then, i went to Saf place on monday and while they were studying for their papers, i.....

took SS pic of myself there.. HAHAX!

I can't wait for night cycling at Pulau Ubin tomorrow night!!!

7 more weeks to go to the finishing of this sem and completion of all projects and assignments!

2007-12-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hello all,

Yeah! Sch term had started and i am so loving sch even though this will be a very short sem..
but i believe its sweet while it last.. This sem will be a very stressful one indeed to complete those projects that were given and lots others just in 12 weeks..

i just can't believe it that we will finish our poly life in mid FEBUARY!! oh my... it feels soo soon..

Last weekend was spent attending and helping on my cuzzin Nadia wedding.. It started with a very small and sweet solemnisation event on saturday afternoon, a simple dinner that follows and a very very busy sunday wedding. But despite that, i manage to escape for a while on saturday night to follow my cousin, Abg madi, his wife kak Amy, Mama acu and papa acu to go to the IT fair at Expo and at last i bought myself a new keyboard and mouse.. :D i even went bra shopping at the John little sale that was held there.. Muahaha..

And on sunday, i became the ice cream lady.. We ordered like 13 big tubs of ice cream and me, sri and my dearest sayang help to scoop the ice creams for the guests.. And as it's free, many people queue for it and so, my arms are aching now as i did it for the whole day on sunday from 11 to 4.30pm.. its damn tiring k.. but for my cuzzin wedding sake, i dont mind helping at all.. :D

I'm glad Nadia happily married with Idris now and i hope that they will get babies soon!! Maybe next year? muahahaha.. They even had bought their own house at Sengkang!

Me and mama..

right after the solemnisation ceremony..

The bride, groom, the bride's dad, mama and me :D

Nadia and Idris purple wedding..

And oh, its kak narti and abg Hafiz'ul fist wedding anniversary on that day.. & yes, their wedding was a year before Nadia's on exactly the same day.. heard that they're going Thailand for their second honeymoon cum 1st yr anniversary holidays..

I hope i get another niece or mephew from them soon too!!! i just love babies and seeing my family tree growing!!! I'm sure my late nenek will be happy to see her family tree growing too..

These are the only anak daras left in the family.. :D maybe Sri will be getting married soon to? Right Sri? in like 3 years time maybe right girl? then left with me n my sister and the new cousin baby natasha left.. hahax..

The not yet married cousins.. and have to add abg wadi, Rudy and my brother taufiq in too whom are not in this pic.

My sister and new cussin baby Natasha! both look so china.. i wonder why my sister look so chinese and i look so indonesian.. hahax.. maybe my mum watch too many indon movies while having me? hahahahaha.. what an explaination..

And when i'm holding baby Natasha and taking this pic wif my dearie bf, Abd Hafiz'ul kept disturbing me saying practise nampak? haha.. he's suppose to be the one to start practising and having one of his own soon.. right?

My sayang is so sweet as ever to send me there on Sunday morning and help out during the entire wedding day.. Thank u sooo much sayang! you rock my world! and my family's too... :D

Thank u My sayangs for attending the wedding.. and sorry hor, i forgot to give berkat coz i was too busy at the ice cream corner becoming the ice cream lady.. i shall pass them to u guys tomorrow k sayangs..

suppose to be a Candid shot..

And yesterday, after sch and lunch at ITAS, i went to Saf place to.....
.....
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Watch her sleep..
hahax..

saf, i hope that ur bf's mum recover soon k..

I love u jaan..

And to my dearest Nas, i hope u'll be ok with ur wisdom tooth.. if its really that painful, pluck it out fast k dear.. and thanks for dinner at our favourite mall, MARINA SQUARE, yesterday.. its funny seeing that u have to endure not eating the ice jelly coz it will make ur wisdom tooth pain.. and u having to chew the food carefully.. hehe..

And just now, lunch at design canteen and i ate the rice that i miss soo much!!!
Nasi padang in design is yummy and cozt only $1.90 for 2 veges and 1fish while lunch at my internship place will cost me double if i buy the same thing. haha..

me and Carmen..

I wanna thanks Carmen for accompanying me to collect the appraisal form from my internship place just now.. I'm happy that i manage to score a pass with commendation in this segment and i will work hard on my report to score distinction for my SIP overall.. Insyallah..

i somesort miss the busy and stress time of internship where i really learn and understand what busy and work stress really are.. but now, there's project to be stress and busy with for this sem..

I LOVE SCH and i love chocolates.. hehe.. and i love u my sayangs..

2007-12-01T03:55:00.000+08:00

ok, sorry for the big picture size coz i forgot to resize it before i attached it here,

i shall resize it when i'm free coz i need to get some sleep now,

coz i have to wake up early for my cuzzin wedding..

2007-12-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

Hi.... I'm back my friends:D

i've not been blogging coz i've been busy with internship and lots of other stuffs.. But hey, it's my last day of internship just now and i am more free now... So u guys, lets go for lunch date or dinner date or lets catch a movie together k... I really miss the times that we can just chill out like nobody business...

i have lotsss of photos to update..

just imagine that i'm going to put the last hari raya pics and mul pics despite months had passed since that day.. hahax..

From internship, i did learn a lot and really feel the pressure of working life.. and i miss sch soo much.. i'm so looking forward to monday.. :D :D I miss all my sch friends...

And it will be a very busy weekend coz my cuzzin Nadia getting married. I'll update the pictures after the event.

Ok now let me post the outdated pics to be shared..:p

firstly, hari raya wif friends...

and the best thing that u shld never do at people house during hari raya is,,,,,,
sleep on people bed with the baju kurung on..

haha..NEXT,Dearie MUMUL 19th bday...during my past post, i wrongly wrote saf birthday as turning 17, but it should be 19 instead.. typo mistake.. sorry jaan..and so, we celebrated her bday with KARAOKE...

birthday girl...

sing ur heart out..
dance dance while singing..

the purple prezzies..
the mug i design..
meer n bday girl..
aty n meer..

cayang dier..
Then, there's Anugerah life award thingy that we went to..and they are really lucky to get free tickets from my company..

mul suka lah.. gatal.. wanna take pic with this guy.. ishk3..
And then, Teh tarik session with my sayangs, where we talk, gossip and do more talking
Then, my short weekend getaway to Genting..

saf my jaan.. :D

Lastly, i wanna congratulate my dearest bf for passing his TP.. U have to drive me around k dear.. hehe.. n wait for me to pass mine soon k dear.. then i will take motorcycle licence k.. hahax..

2007-10-21T12:28:00.000+08:00

I've met with my dearest boyfriend family yesterday and i'm glad that they like me too :D This is the happiest thing .. REALLY..

:D :D :D

2007-10-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

I'm back,....

Firstly i hope its not too late to wish all my Muslim friends a happy Eid Mubarak or Selamat Hari Raya :D

Warning,,, some parts of my keyboard is spoilt and i cant even type an exclamation mark;;;;;; so pardon me k;; no worries, it will be solve soon coz i will tell my siblings to share money to buy a new keyboard soon coz this is so frustrating...

my body and mind is feeling so tired now,,, i think coz of the lack of sleep,, i cant even sleep properly lah.. and coz of the busy activities and the anxiety of going to meet the bf parents for the first time this weekend.. somehow i feel scared, but i do also feel excited coz AT LAST the bf wanna introduce me to his parents.. Seeing from saf experience meeting the bf's parents a few days ago went through smoothly, i hope mine do too.. but i am still very very scared...

This weekend will be a very very busy one. I have to work till late tomorrow to prepare for Raya fiesta that will be held on Saturday at Orchid Country Club.. tomorrow i'll end at around 9pm and me and Ayuni will sleep over at my fellow intern colleague's place Syarina. She stay at woodland and it would be nearer to the place of event as we have to be there by 8am in the morning.. I hope it will end latest at 7pm coz then, i have to go to the bf open house and meet his parents for the 1st time and help out there,.

And on Sunday, its my dearest mummy birthday :D we will also have to attend some of my mum's cousins' raya open house on that day, my aunt will want to come to our place for raya visit, there's saf's open house and a birthday celebration line up for mummy's birthday.

And now there's some pics of the 1st day and 2nd day raya

And then, there's a Raya work gathering at Lagun SAri on the 3rd day of Raya,

And there's more pics and events but i'm lazy to upload..

but this one i have to upload coz it's for Saf's seventeen bday pic;;;

There will be Taufik Batisah during this Saturday Rayafiesta event that my company will held and i hope i will be lucky enough to get to take pictures with him :D

2007-10-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

i am bloody starting to hate sip...

and to add to it i have a really insensitive boss
you guys wanna know what happen???

I had 3 days mc rite coz of my hip sprain,
and guess what my boss ask me?

u sure u not pregnant rite??????

that is so insulting and humiliating lah ;[;/[l';.[p

what does he think i am??? cheap ? a slut???

f"ck lah

and i am so sad, humiliated, frustrated at the end of today..

firstly in the morning i had a bad tummy ache and went in n out of the toilet for abt 5 times,
then when i'm ok i am soooo excited to break fast with somebody, i had even thought of the place to eat n ask my friends on where to go for buka or break fast...

excited no use.. coz then kan, last min i am sooooooooo DISAPOINTED and sad that it's been cancelled, n i told my mum that i wont buka at home so she say that she will go to my aunt place just now for buka,

and so expect me to buka alone mah ?????

i hate last min back outs..
next time bilang siang2,
so i will not like look forward for it for sooo much

i will never look forward to any promises ever again
promises are lies
when u look forward to it, feel so happy then suddenly like everything fall back on u,
making u feel totally shitty,
to add to it, the boss have to even worsen it up n add to my misery;;

i shall never forget this week, the most bad week of mine...

i am so damn miserable..

2007-10-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

I suffered from back sprain. For the past 3 days. And I was given 3 days MC. Only returning back to work tomorrow. The pain is gone now, thanks to the one and only wonderful PAINKILLERS!!!

But the moment when I started feeling the sprain was really damn embarassing. Why? Cause I was in the middle of crowded IKEA on a Sunday afternoon. And I had to walk damn damn slow. All the people are staring as if I'm a pregnant lady with nothing in my tummy. Hahahx. Suke hati korang la..

The injection which was seriously damn painful....

Eh wait, I'm hearing Kanye West 'Stronger' now. Cause Nas dear is calling.

Toodles for now. :)

2007-09-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

QUIZZIE TIME!

List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:
1) A make over
2) A Degree
3) 1,000,000 dollars
4) My own personal lap top
5) my love ones by my side

1. The person who tagged u is:
Mully mully mully mully sayang

2. Your relationship with her is:
hmm.. siamese twins?

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
1) Tall
2) Smart
3) selenge
4) sarcastic
5) gorgeous

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you:
teman me go to my grandma funeral right after i was shaking confuse after hearing my granny death.. she even send me to bedok by taxi.. and send me right under the blk.. i will never ever forget that moment when she's there when i really need someone so badly and i was alone at home then..

5. The most memorable words she has said to you:
i love you tika

6. If she becomes your lover, you will?:
cherish her so much and never gonna hurt her.. and even kill the person who hurt her.. Muahahahahaha

7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?:
her sarcasm

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:
i will be the most stupid person alive..

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is:
she lose more weight.. n i am soo jealous.. hahahaha what a reason.. joking only lah..

10. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?:
to eat ice cream together? hahahahaha

11. Your overall impression of her:
a great precious friend.. simply the best..

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
hmm??? merepek i guess?

13. The character you love about yourself is:
determination.. i have goals and i am going to go for it..

14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself:
fickle minded, stubborn,

15. The most ideal person I would like to be:
me, coz nothing beats being your own self and experiencing your own life..

16. For the people who cared & liked you, you wanna say something to them:
i love you guys so much and you guys means everything to me.. thanks for being my friend and accept me of who i am

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u.
Hey, please do k? Its quite fun though its long. Thanks

1) Carmen
2) Lita
3) Ahmad
4) Saf solefa
5) Tiffany
6) Joline
7) Nas
8) cass
9) mully
10) meer

Who's #2 having relationship with: her new bf, Vishnu..

Is #9 a female/male: mully is female.. but she's my husband.. hehe

If #1 & #10 be together, will it be a good thing: i guess not coz both quite racist.. :p

#2 studying about: Business

When was the last time you chatted with #3: eons ago..

What kind of music does # 8 like: hmm.. she was in TP choir once.. i think the latest hits?

Does #6 has any siblings?: an elder sister

.Will u woo # 3?: No way man NEVER

How about #7?: Always, everytime, everywhere and HE HAVE TO WOO ME BACK...

Is #4 single: Dating..

Surname of #5: oh my.. i forgot.. sorry tiffany..

What's the hobby of #5: She loves music

#3 studying at:. NYP nursing..

Have you tried developing feelings for #8?: She's my friend and she's a girl..

Where does #9 live: 126 Pasir ris St 11 ... People go find her.. hahahaha

What colour does #4 like? black and maybe currently pink? haha she wore pink yesterday.. sexy..

Are #1 and #3 best friends?: They dont even know each other.. muahahaha

Does #7 like #2? no 7 is my bf, no 2 is my friend.. no 7 loves atikah.. no 2 loves her bf..

How do you know #2: Yr 1 poly classmates

Does #5 have a pet?: nope..

2007-09-06T01:39:00.000+08:00

i am sick..
i'm going to have a fever..

i'm starting to get bored of blogging..

2007-08-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

Great things had happen straight after exams over!!!!! :D :D

and one of those things is that i had turn a year older!! :D and my lovely girlfriends and boyfriend had made a surprise birthday celebration for me on that day!! unfortunately, the pics are still not with me yet and therefore, i shall only blog on what happen on my birthday when i had receive the pics from mul k.. and really i was firstly angry and sad on that day coz my dearest bf had not msg me for the whole day but despite that, the sweet surprise that they had done for me on that night had caused me to forgive him for that.. :D

a lot of activities had happen, last saturday, me, mul and saf went to meet suhail in town. He had really lose a lot of weight man, and botak coz of serving the nation! hahax.. He's the only guy friend that have never fail to treat us three as his little sister, always making sure that we are safe, and being so kind and manja us 3.. :D :D

and on that day, he had treat me n mul eat pizza hut at marina square and he even pay for our taxi fare back home late at night!! thanks suhail!! u are the greatest guy friend that we 3 could have!!!

had lots of fun meeting them on that day and time is really on our side as even though it seems that we had walk for a long time there, it seems that the time is still early.. :D

and next, last tuesday, as i am a part of the MIG, me, shu xin, cheryl and elvi had prepare with both the junior and senior celebration of learning.. :D

happy that it went well even though we started late coz the lecturers are late..

and i am soo soo happy that most of my group project and individual assignments had a really positive feedback and that means we had scored well!!! and i scored mostly As in my indv assignments and my poster for brand ij is selected to be posted in brand hub!!! :D i am soo soo happy!!

this is the poster that i had done which scored an A :D, i am so proud of myself!
but ms reena wants the poster to change to landscape form and told me to take out the girl pic below as there's too many pics..

and so now, my poster look like this

my sister say it looks better as it also allow children to really understand the meaning of the poster better through this..

and yesterday, me, daya, mul, saf and sherina went to watch the fireworks at marina bay!! daya had bought this ticket as part of my birthday presents.. The 15 mins fire display is awesome and being with them while watching is soo fun!!!

preparing for the outing! the t shirt, scarf, belt, earings, bangles that i wear is my birthday prezzies!! hehe..

me n mul take ss pics in train on the way to city hall! hahax.. budak2 ni eh.. shiok sendiri jer..

we went early to marina bay and take a lot of pics.. we are really deprive of taking pics sia..

and me and saf even took pics when we are on our way to buy drinks hahahaha..

oh my! what a camwhore we are!! hahax

and then, the fireworks start!

its very hard to take a good pic of fireworks..

thanks you guys for the great fun yesterday!!!!! love love u guys soo much!!!!!

oh, and i have to say that joline is soo sweet to give me this mms during my birthday that send me smilling the whole day! hahax..

and i love ya all my friends that had given me the sweet birthday msgs, thanks u guys!!

2007-08-10T02:38:00.000+08:00

i just ended an almost 2 hr phone conversation with my gf, mumul!!! its weird that we can talk for so long and sometimes we just talk about everything and anything.. and she always don't mind me complaining about things to her.. haha.. i can be bitchy OK.. but i am bitchy only with reasons!! :p understand?

and i shall forget what had happen and move on.. no more grudges and stress as the 3 weeks holiday will commence soon!! YOOHOO!! and maybe joline, cass, abby, huisan and me will be planning to book a chalet during this holiday period.. :D so excited for this!!!

internship coming up soon.. 10 of sept.. oh my!! and fasting month will start on 13th of sept!! i'm actually looking forward to the fasting month of ramadhan and insyallah shall concentrate on my ibadah and make full use of this holy month.. :D

okies, as what my closest friends knew, atikah loves to take pics.. and so i shall put pics to update..

taken during the further education talk in sch.. me, sze hui and mumul dearest

AND i visited Mul when her baby niece Farisyah fiara went over her place.
The baby is soo cute that i feel like pinching her.. hahaha..

isn't she cute??

me staring at the cute baby!!

Geram sei! kissing the young little baby!!!

the baby with her sister, Ifrah.. mul old already! now got 2 nieces..
saf also old already, got many2 nieces and nephews
atikah still maintain young, coz no direct nieces or nephews yet coz i'm the eldest!! hahax

AND YEAH! WEnt to watch NDP at the Padang just now with dearest nas and his school friends.. participated on the largest human flag event at the padang and earn ourself a nice comfortable place to seat at while watching the parade and fireworks at the padang, with snacks, drinks, bags and umbrellas provided.. lucky no need to fight for space at the packed esplanade,, and the fireworks was wonderful! love them sooo much!!

i am so not good at taking picture that the pics of the fireworks are not wonderful as my phone is soo slow to take pics..

the timing is not right!!!! argh!! fireworks suppose to be on top of these buildings..

and umbrella.. ella.. eh.. eh.. time!!!

mak cik kaypo bawak payung or an aunty kaypo with umbrella!!! haha..

and the place is crowded!!

i am so happy and proud to be part of the largest singapore human flag event! it is so cool can!!

and we have meena brother to show us some magic tricks during the ndp performance screening.. it felt that we were having picnic lah just now.. and he's quite good lah.. really.. haha.. illusions..

and shit!! i don't have the group pic of us taken together just now.. should be in nas phone.. hmm.. gonna take from him soon..

nas said that i am not a good photographer coz most of my fireworks pics is not taken at the right timing!
but this pic that i take nice ok!

i am not that bad ok in photography!!!
:p

and oh, i just realised that marina square food court have nice HALAL food!!! I'm gonna go there again to eat!!! the nasi ayam penyet was nice and the sambal belachan is soo spicy!!

ok.. and we saw a minor accident just now where a bicycle hit a couple when they were crossing the road and the cyclist got hurt, and the couple look quite angry.. hmm.. nas went to help, but then after that we just went off as the china national cyclist and the couple were discussing and the man even though injured, he don't want any help..

and then. we also realised something that makes me quite surprise and angry lah!! nas eh, soo careless tau my dearest!!!! nas had left his motorbike keys on his bike unintentionally!! and as the bike was park at peninsular plaza and there's like lots of foreign people drunk there, it was soo scary if the bike is stolen or what lah!! But luckily someone help us to hide the keys somewhere on the bike!! We really wanna THANKS the person soo much!!! we are soo greatful to him! thanks kind stranger for helping! :D

and JOLINE IS SOOO SWEET!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YA JOLINE!!!! she called me at around 11pm just now to let me listen to HINDER singing life from Sing Feast!!!!! OH MY!!! I REALLY LOVE HINDER songs!!!! and she just called me just now and let me listen to them singing LIPS OF AN ANGEL life!!!!!!! thanks sayang!! i am soo Happy!!! i have sweet people in my life!!

and yeah people, i love to cam whore.. i know.. :p

2007-08-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

tomorrow i have my brand management paper! and on wed i have 2 more papers..

and the thing is, i had not really study yet..
coz i will be dreaming when i read my notes..
hahax..
or like yest, fell asleep when doing my revision..

and i dunno y, i'm not really scared.. hmm..

Or maybe, i'm just excited for National Day..
or the holidays???
hehe..
i'm feeling patriotic now..

haha..
but later i have to start studying already.. :D
i am so the very last min type of person when it comes to revise for exams..
but i know somehow i can do the paper well.. :D

and yes!
I can't wait for NDP!!!
as i'll be celebrating it at the padang!!
doing an umbrella thingy!!
with my dearest and his friends!
seeing fireworks again!!! :D

and i'm excited for next week too!!
i know u know why..
i wanna pamper myself coz i know i deserve it from the project stress i had the past few months or so..

and yeah, internship will start soon, during early sept.. and then fasting month starting mid sept.. :D and then hari raya during mid oct.. as well as my girlfriends bday.. :D i love planning things up especially for my love ones..

2007-07-31T01:20:00.000+08:00

i'm back..
ready to relax for a while..
at last!! projects all had been submitted and only 1 more presentation left this fri!!!
despite that, end sem test falls next week..
haiz..
my body is so tense out of stress that it is aching!!!
i seriously need a GOOD MASSAGE!!!
and so, i shall bully my siblings tomorrow to massage me.. hahax :D

There's lots of things that had happen during the past few weeks..
rushing for reports, presentations etc etc..
until we had to even sleep over at celest place..
and it happened during her birthday..

AND NEXT, i shall put some silly pictures that i took while taking a break off projects.. :D

WE cam whore a lot.. anywhere and everytime!! we love using yu jiang hp to take pics!!
haha.. he even said that our face pic is more that his although its his hp!!!
muahahahaha!!!

firstly, we take pic in library at our fav level 7 spot..

NEXT, its at MENSA..

me and cheryl went crazy and try to take act cute pic with figers posing from no 1 to 10..
l
and so lets start from 1..

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER TAKE ACT CUTE PIC EVER AGAIN!!! AHAHAHA!!

and cheryl promoting mensa in this pic

wah! mensa just had this ambassador!! :P

and this mystery girl also wanna promote the scenery in Mensa..

:D

AND i also took pics in library study room while i'm bored of doing project and find several ways to make full use of my shawl.. i make it as my tudung..

:D :D

and seriously last week we had no rest.. we were doing project from mon to sun straight everyday.. from afternoon till late at night.. see how tired i am now!! with presentation just now too..

PRESENTATION!!

and still we have our weekly MIG meeting on Friday to come out with events for the marketing people.. and hey! celebration of learning falls on 14 August!!! and hat means i'm free the whole day on my birthday!! and i shall indulge myself with pure relaxation on that day!!

pic taken using projector.. :D
i love the year 2 MIG member!! They are soo on!! especially Dallas!! He is soo funny!!

AND MY CRAZY GF MUMUL had thought me a new technique to pinch people painly!!!
and she no shame ah transfer these pics of herself to me.. editted somemore!! haiyo!! ishk3

i miss spending time with both of my GFs..

and oh! this is my 2 naughty brothers!!! i didnt know that i got their pics taken together in my comp!! both also like to ss take pic..

oh.. and last sat, my dearest nas had brought me out for dinner as i want to relax from thinking about the projects for a while then.. and so he brought me to our fav mall, MARINA SQUARE and then realise that there aren't much choices to eat there.. and the place is full of people who had just came back from the NDP preview.. and so, i decided to eat at burger king for convenience sake.. and nas had bought a new hp!! N80!! can go internet using wireless!! and i especially like taking pics with his hp a lot!! despite that, my dearest bf does not like to take pic.. and so, i have to take pic of myself alone.. :P

and oh, we went to esplanade to view the NDP platform from there!! and it looks marvellous!! so nice!!

pic taken by my dearest hp!!
and i think we will get the NDP goodybag too this national day as we participate in an event at the padang.. Can't wait for it!!! so excited!!! :D

2007-07-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

I seriously think that i am soo stress that it could cause me depression if i dont manage this stress well..

haiz.. my head hurts, headaches sucks..

all i had done in the past weeks that i didnt update here is doing the projects and more projects and wanna try to make it as perfect as possible..

but haiz..
nothing in this world is perfect..

and i feel weird, i might feel lonely sometimes..
i'm not sure why..

i just cant wait for the school term to end..

and seriously, i am scared that i fail to fulfill the hopes that others have for me..

but you guys will see a brighter side of me soon after i overcome this feeling.. i promise..

so please don't try to make me piss right now!! and buck up will u! grrrr!!! :s

2007-07-15T23:52:00.001+08:00

I am sooo DAMN FRUSTRATED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOT this 1 PSYCHO in the bus just now!!!
an OLD ahpek CUT MY HAIR in the bus sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i only manage to realise it after that f*cking Ahpek alighted the bus!!!!!!!!

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am sooo Damn Pissed with it!
No one have the authority to cut or even touch my hair!!!
stupid f*cking ahpek!!
he better not do anything bad with it!!!!

argh!!!
i feel like killing that ahpek already!!!!!

2007-07-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

YOOO HOO!!!!

WEEKENDS IS BACK!!!!!

and i went to expo 2 days straight just to go to the fruits festival!!!
i love fruits!!!
but it's quite a disapointment that most of the fruits i like is not sold there!!
such as oranges, lychee, etc.
but at least i get a greal deal in buying the mangoes..
imagine..
3kg of mangoes costing only $5..
and its like 13 average size ones..

went with my dearest boyfriend yesterday and with my mum, kpo sis :p and brother today..

yesterday, i bought 3kg of mangoes, and giving some to my bf, bought some fruits chocs that taste soo sweet..
then just now bought more mangoes, a papaya, pineapple chilli sauce and keropok lekor..
keropok lekor is a fish cracker that is crispy in the outside and soft inside..
it could easily be found in pasar malam..
but i have to say that this keropok lekor than is from johor is much more nicer than made in singapore one..
it is super soft..
and i bought like 2kg of the instant 1.. :D

and i have to say that i can be very crapy when i am sleepy..
just like on friday..
that my groupmates have to tolerate it..
hahax..
mul is so lucky that she's not in sch..
or else she will get very irritated rite sayang mul?? :p

AND I AM SO WORRIED!!!
project summision is like less than 2 weeks away..
OH MY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I AM SO STRESS!!!
nvm, nvm..
must be extra hardworking..

and i edited some photo just now..

and oh!!
there's so many people birthday on this month..
Lita birthday which i will come to her place tomorrow..
Yu Jiang birthday which is today..
and lots more to go..

and in a month time,
it'll be my birthday!!
hahahaha
cant wait for it as it will be the last day of sch,
and the starting of a 3 weeks holidays before SIP!!

all that i want for my birthday is to be with my love ones, laughters, happiness and for everyone to be happy!! and i want kisses too!!! :P

2007-07-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

i wanna wish my cousin, abg Irwan Shah Bin Shahruddin a BIG CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he had won victor gold award, and first distiction degree in nie!!
i'm sure my family is sooo proud of him!!
he's name come out in the berita harian just now..
and my uncle just called to tell me on the whole award ceremony and my cousin having made a well done speech,
and he even wanna send me the video.. :D

he must be one proud dad, and my aunt a one proud mum..
and hey, last time he was just taking a diploma in IT in TP..
he inspire me to study harder and insyallah get my degree one day too..

maybe if not after poly, i could just take it part time??

2007-07-10T04:31:00.000+08:00

i am awake at this hour coz i'm doing/editting my project!!
and i have an 11am class later!!
and i had not sleep yet..
and i'm not intending to sleep so soon, coz there's still lots of things to do..

my computer gila already!!
just now infected with virus..
n as my norton antivirus had expired,
it made all my computer applications go crazy,
and seriously make me a one frustrated minah gila that is more buruk than a monster..

imagine lah, whenever u open internet explorer, it always ended up closing up by itself in a few mins, even the msn n others lah!! how can i not be a hantoos in this situation??!

and then!!! and then!!
luckily my IT hero, my bf come to the rescue
(like my superhero -spiderman, superman etc but mine is nas my man, hahahax) ok, ok i start talking nonsense already coz i'm sleepy.. hehe..

he slowly teach this IT idiot that is typing this blog post now to go download a free antivirus software from download.com..

then, the 40mins folder checks took like 40 days like that to end..
ahahaha..
lucky i got my current fav mag "8 days" to accompany me..

and then, OH MY!!! i found out that There's 8 virus threats in my comp!!!
ishk3
but i deleted or quarantine them already!!

and so, i am no more a mad woman already coz my comp ok already!!

it will be hardbroken to see my comp spoilt coz i bought it with my own hard earn money!!
so, to my sister!!!
please don't try to spoilt this computer k!!
i'm WARNING you through my blog k!!!
:p

and now i think my thumbdrive also affected by the virus..
scary sia..

and i have to say that i am soo lucky to get a patience boyfriend coz i am a 'kan chiong' and impatient lady..
thanks dear for helping.. ;D

2007-07-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

It's 11pm at night, nearly to the end of the weekends..
its raining, a nice weather to sleep in..

despite that, i think i had just waste my weekends off..
i want adventure..
i want changes..
i hate routines..

and yeah, i miss my grandma so much..
it felt like it was just yesterday when she's living right here at my house..
sharing stories.. making each other smile and laugh..

i hope she's happy up there in heaven..
i will never fail to stop loving her even when she's gone..
as there will always be a place in my small heart of memories of her..
my fav grandma..

2007-07-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

today is a boring sunday..
coz i will spend the whole sunday at home..
coz i dont have the mood to go out and be in between the crowds..

like yesterday, i was so excited when nas wanna bring me out to go shop at mustapha centre late at night..
but then, upon reaching there, the place was soooo crowded..
and we did not stay there for long as how we always do when its not that crowded..

and i prefer just us sitting outside 7 eleven near my place and talk instead..
haha..
weird aty..
and thanks dear for bringing me out yesterday coz i was so bored staying at home..

i just love him soo much!

and nowadays, me and mul have a fav spot for our lunch..

its in engine sch and the place is so quiet and nice..
and i have to lose my chubbyness of my face..
from my diet, i had since lost 1.5kg in 2 weeks..
and i wanna lose another 2 kg before presentation day, and hopefully more before my birthday..
:D

and being bored in service marketing tutorial, i wanna try out yu jiang new hp camera and took lots of pics..
service mkt tutorial had always been boring..

i'm a big eye monster!
:P

oh.. and celeste had lost her hp after the tutorial..
hope that anyone who found it will give it back to her..

2007-07-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

hello there!

i am very2 busy doing projects for this past week..
thats because project submission is in like another 2 plus week time..
and i hate doing project last minute..

i both hate and love stress..
i hate it coz i will have headaches,
and loving it as it sets as my motivation..

i know i am not suppose to believe this,
buy hey!
i'm a Leo born in the year of the dragon!
very egoistic..
hahahahahaha..
ya rite!!

Yu Jiang and Chuan pic not here..
and these crazy girls are abby, cheryl, celeste and me!!

AND 1 MORE THING!!!
Mul have just got another new niece!!!!!
so cute and adorable!!!!
awwwwwww....

babies will make me go weak in the knees..
they look so innocent and adorable that i cant help but fall in love with them..
:D

2007-07-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

ok..

i am speechless now..
saw an accident on the way when meer dad was sending saf home around kaki bukit area..
and it was quite bad..
the car tyre at the driver seat was pop out of the car, it was badly dented and there were blood trails..
and the car is the the direction of the opposite lane..
hope the driver is alive..

astaghfiruahalazim..

i met meer, saf and mul at pasir ris central just now to celebrae meer birthday and to do a catching up session..
Meer had just done umrah with her family, and hearing her journey and experience in Mekkah the most holy place in this world is an eye opener to me..
I want to go to that place someday, wanna spend my time there praying to Allah, feeling close to him, to feel peace and to ask fogiveness on the sins that i've done in my everyday life.. i want to bring my family there someday.. insyallah..

Time was spent talking and sharing stories about the trip she had and about our everyday life. Meer dad arrived at around 11 plus to join us bringing a cute kitten with him, Mona. Mona is a very cute kitten and i had fallen with her immediately. I just love cats, especially kittens.. She is so adorable and active 6 weeks old kitten.. Time fly very fast when we are spending quality time with friends especially when they are sharing travel experiences. i would want to travel and view this world upclose and experiencing it myself. But nothing beats going to Mekkah for us Muslims.

It is true on what nas told me before that the most important airplane trip that we have to take is one to Mekkah. :) even meer say that the experience and feelings is undescribable there. And now the top places that i wish to go to are 1) Mekkah 2)Rome 3)Egypt 4)Dubai 5)Java

i would want to see the tv show in taveling and lifestyle channel in Starhub cable TV on the series 100 places you should go before you die. (i think that this is the title of the show) A couple go around the world to the top places. I wish that my future husband will love to travel and become like the couple in the tv series, travelling all around the world together.. :D

I've watched Transformers yesterday at AMK hub and seriously the movie was superbly great. I had never thought that i will enjoy watching an action movie but i seriously enjoy this one soo much!!! so, to my friends who haven't watch it, i really recommend you to watch this show soon.. Its worth your money..

and luckily, i found my wallet yesterday. I lost it after the show and realised it when i'm out of AMK hub. I was so 'kan chiong'.. Luckily Nas calm me down and at last found it back. Luckily it was found by the cleaners at the cinema.. I dont know how i had drop it there.. but seriously, i am soo lucky to get it back lah.. It is the most important thing that i have to bring or use everyday lah.. especially my EZlink, IC and POSB card..

The next few days will be spent doing projects til at night. But i want to be home by 9.30pm coz i wanna watch the malay drama 2 kali 5 dol tomorrow.. That drama is simply hillarious lah..

2007-07-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

its a very tiring day today..

i was awake very inconveniently by my aunt who called to ask me something early in the morning,
then my mum wake me up by shouting so loudly, and i am suddenly awake from my dream which is so nonsense, and seriously, i dreamt that me and saf was having our breakfast at geylang market.. What a thing to dream on.. haha..

Then, mul, suhada, wak tina n me went to the dahrul makwar carnival. It was blazzing hot that i was sweating so profusely there.. Like getting free sauna like that.. haha.. but with all the sweat, it feels so uncomfortable..

but being able to see anwar zain perform is great.. he just make singging looks and sounds so easy.. i am still in love with the song mungkinkah.. :D love his songs.. with his experience all, he is just a great singer with great vocals.. :D and there's other malay artist performing there too which were didi cazli, imran ajmain, sleeq? and others..

i would actually never imagine myself so enthu with malay artist concert.. haha.. but it was fun lah.. i enjoy it despite the hot weather..

thanks Wak Tina for the coupons to spend in the carnival! and thanks mul to ajak me go there!
hehe.. i know i can be shameless.. :p and make mul role her eyes soo many times..

and then meet my sayang Saf!! she ah.. meet also can bargain one.. haha.. bargain to go her place but at last she lost and have to meet us at eunos mrt instead.. we just talk things that we girls usually talk about which guys dont understand.. hehe..

i really wanna thanks both saf and mul!!!
saf gave me 2 shoes, a top, charm necklaces and 2 bags from Thailand..
and mul bought for me some accessories, a pretty slipper, kain, wooden spoon and a super dooper hot/spicy keropok from Mynmar..
my girlfriends are really generous people..
thanks my sayangs..
i really love u guys a lot!

next time if i go overseas i will surely buy lots of things for u guys k..
:D i am a happy lady having so loving and generous girlfriends.. :D

and i also wanna say thanks to suhada for belanja us roti john.. Seriously 1 roti john is so fulfilling even though its shared amongst 3 people.. its sold in a new coffeeshop at geylang, opposite marhaba, saf's shop. It is located at where old mac was. the roti john had mushrooms, cheese, chicken and egg inside.. and its only $3.50.. snd delicious too.. seriously! u guys should try and eat there.. but right, i think the tv there is quite irritating. There's 2 tv showing different channels, one wrestling and another F1 race and the mixture of both tv sounds is so painful to the ears!

and my dearest nas gonna bring me watch transformers tomorrow with his friends!!! i heard that the movie is superbly nice from the reviews i read in mags and heard from radio and friends..

i've been slacking from my projects for this past weekend and i have to concentrate on it tommorrow onwards.. no more slacking.. haha..

2007-06-30T18:58:00.000+08:00

I wanna wish Happy 19th birthday to dearest meera..

i also wanna say thanks to my cousin brother, abang wadi for buying a bigger space ram for my computer and installing it for me.. :D you are the most nicest cousin that i have!! :D now my computer is not lagging anymore.. :D and thanks for buying KFC for the family just now!!

and one whole day today was spent by doing housework..

:D i do housework one ok..

haha..

and i am nowadays damn lazy to go out..

coz i hate crowds..

crowds makes me feel irritated and dizzy.. haha..

oh.. and today there's the closing ceremony of our national stadium..

how i wish to be part of it too..

coz national stadium have a part of the sweetest memories that i felt during NDP 2001.

coz i took part in it with my sch friends..

and it is a very memorable event..

the weekly rehearsals..

the wet and dry weather we have to be in,

and the national day celebration itself..

it was all so wonderful!!

right mul??

but i'm sure that the new stadium that will be build will be much bigger and have more facilities..

but i am sad that i did not get NDP tickets..

i had not gotten or been in any NPD show since when i took part in it in 2001.

i am unlucky not to be chosen in the balloting..

oh my,.. but neverless there will still be the fireworks rite!!

i won't miss it.. :D fireworks give me this excitement.. :D

Aren't fireworks beautiful???

2007-06-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

I dont know why..

but my self esteem had drop a bit this few days..

i want my confidence back again..

why am i feeling afraid?

why am i afraid that i will fail?

why am i expecting too much of myself??

am i going to achieve them?

i want success.. it had given me this stress..

and what i wanna do now is to hug my pillow to sleep,
and gain my confidence back tomorrow..

oh my, i sound so akward..
but dont worry my friends, i think this feeling is resulted from pre-pms..

i will be feeling better soon.. i hope.. pms sucks..

2007-06-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

I feel angry today..
i feel frustrated..
because of one irresponsible person, who firstly do not trust her commitee member..
Then why be in a commitee if u can't trust ur member?
and y of the empty promises?
and the last min work that u can't do, then pass it to other people at the very last minute..

CRAZY!!!

seriously, she sucks and should never become a leader or in this phrase, the vice president..
hello, please stop being the teachers pet..
.............................................
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...

i am damn angry today..
and stress out..
so many things to do.. tons of projects to finish out and 2 more journals, the problems, upcoming submissions, then presentations and then final test..

i hope all of my group members will give their full attention to the projects since the submission time is in 1 month and we are quite slacking.. please..

and i feel so ugly today
coz firstly i got bad hair day,
secondly i feel like shit today..
thirdly i have a pimple today because of all the stress..
then because of that person
and i am on diet, so diet=angry..

2007-06-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

i am sooo lacking of post here!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha..

too busy..

with almost every weekdays of the two weeks holidays going back to sch and doing projects..
What a holiday!
spent doing projects???
hahaha..
sound soo hardworking..
hahahaha..

i am so in love with the song in my blog now!!
beautiful girl!!
am i am i 1!!
hahaha..
no shame me!

k lah..Tika know.. Tika not that pretty..
but tika tak kisah!!
at least the people around me are beautiful.. in and out..
and i am loved.. and i love them too..
That's all matter to me.. :)

and i am sure YOu THERE! YES! YOU! who are reading my blog now is beautiful!! ;)

ok.. Tika now very2 happy!
coz my Mumul is back! and can go lunching together2 in sch!!

YIPPI!!!
and i still miss food from ITAS! especially yong tau foo there..
we go lunch there somewhere this coming week k!

and i miss SAF!!
my sweety jaan..
she's busy with internship..
and when she'll back in sch in a few months time, it will be my turn for internship..
but neverless, we will try as much to squeeze our time together..

MUL N SAF!! THE TWO GORGEOUS GFS OF MINE!!
i wanna tell u guys u guys mean LOTS to me..
what a beautiful friendship i have..
with the most beautiful people..
:D

ok.. i got lots of photos i wanna update!!

firstly is saf's chalet..
it was her family chalet, but at last, only the 4 anak dara ended up sleeping there together at night.. :D It's so last minute as her family all went home.. and us, only bringing a small bag without anything to help us clean up the next morning don't really mind!!!

haha..
and u guys know what?
this is suppose to be a secret..
haha..
but right..
we actually ate mac for breakfast the next morning..
and we didn't brush our teeth before that..
haha.. not even bathe that morning..
coz we didnt bring toiletries..
and we even took bus 15 back home from east coast beach/ parkway busstop to Pasir ris!!
:p
and it is actually nice waking up in the morning and having a nice morning walk from costa sands chalet to mac to parkway..
The morning breeze is wonderful!!

...........................................................
then there is this one day when nas is not working!! At last!!
and since s very very long time, at last we have a date from morning to the evening!
and i reach home at 7+ pm..
it is nice to get to date in the evening as we often only manage to date at night only as he's having internship during weekdays and working part time during weekends..
he is soo hardworking..
so different than me.. lazy.. haha..

ok lah.. its great that he accompany me go jogging at 8 in the morning to motivate me to jog together with him.. we jog from my place to pasir ris park and we go to the playground there to climb the spider web, which he only climb it as i am too tired after the jog..

and then we headed back home..
and then meet again in the evening and walk all around town on foot..
first he park his bike at dobhy ghaut area as he has no erp thingy and we cannot go into town..
then we walk to somerset, have some dinner there while looking at the stuffs they sold at the flea market.. (fuh! i just remembered that it was nearly a month ago!! its been soo long since i really update!!) and then walk back to the istana park.. and i pluck 1 flower and wear it on my hair.. :) and then we still walk to sim lim square to survey on the lap top there.. and all those while, i am wearing high heels.. my feet are screaming then! haha.. but i dont really mind coz i just love walking..

ok.. i am also quite distracted by seeing this yesterday! i saw trees being cut down..
i love trees.. i feel sad that people are cutting them away..

:(
people are truely being cruel to the environment..
i doubt that that was from a storm..

us to the rescue!!!
:p bluek.. how i wish so..
this pic taken in lab when we are bored when doing project..
and this is abigail/ abby which is 1 out of 6 of my grp members.. haha..

and i had watched that surf up penguin movie last friday..
i dont think that thestory is that fantastic, but i still enjoy wathching it with my bf..

and i am not sure when can i wear this shoe that i bought a month plus ago!
i love it!
but i dont wear high heels to sch..
and nowadays i always go to sch!
and dont like to merayap a lot!

Seriously, now if i am not in sch, i will be at home..
its weird, but since my sister is back living in the same roof with my family,
it feels complete..
and i enjoy being at home more..
even though sometimes we just quarrel and irritate each other a lot..
nevermind for having a missing dad for like 7years in my life..
Its weird..
even with no dad or a mia dad, this family feels more complete without him..
i know i have a complicated family..
i know i might not be rich, and having my mum as the sole breadwinner of the family,
but i promise u mummy, that i will study hard, and after i graduate from poly, i will help u .. i will make u the happiest mum in this world..
its hard to see my mum suffering..
but she's strong..
and i wanna be as strong as her too..
she's the pillar of support for me to be succesful and strive for what i want in life..
i love her..
my family, my motivation, my life..
:)
i am blessed to have a hardworking and determined mother..

and i am blessed to have an understanding bf.. he never complain whenever i talk a lot, me being irritating, being emo at times, having pms and all..
he's the one that i can talk to when i have insecurities..about my problems.. during moments of ups and downs..
he is like more than my bf, he is also my best friend..

and i am really lucky that my best friends/gfs/jaan also like him too..

photoshop by him.. the lirik is from my favourite malay song..

and oh, tomorrow i have to submit my brand management individual project where i have to make a poster.. i had done the poster and i love it lots..
i shall post it after tomorrow.. and now i have to seriously start doing a write out on the poster..

..you bring a smile in my life..

2007-06-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

I'm LOVED.

My dearest sayang who I care and love for, I love you from the bottom of my heart. I never feel alone with you by my side. Your beautiful smile, your lovely round eyes and your sweet voice that I admire very much. You are my first and the last one for me. Nothing can change my heart for you. I hope we will never be apart. I pray for our relationship will last till the end. Insyallah. I treasure every moment we spent together, our happy and sad moments we will go through every single day. I really appreciate all the things you have done for me. Always remember that you are not alone. Im always by your side, always on my mind. Let the bad memories fade away. We shall start a new chapter of our life.

, . - . - , _ ,

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/ . . . .`\ . . \

. . . . . . . .

\ . . . ./ . ./

`=(\ /.=`

\ \ ,. /

\` /.,Y

'-._..\/

~Specially for you~

to my dearest atika, you and saf are the silent blessing i haf in my life.
being friends wif u guys had taught me alot of things which noone else cud ever had.
atikah, thanks for alwaes being there for me.
thanks for the shoulder.
thanks for the smile and laughter.
thanks for the words of encouragement.
thanks for the trust and faith u had in me.
thanks for eveything.im desperately in love wif u. :)
.mumul.

shes the one who makes me smile

shes the one who makes me laugh

shes the one who makes me happy

shes the one who tell me that its ok when shit happens

shes the one who makes me feel loved

shes the one who brightens up my day

shes the one who always SS..heheh

shes the one whos always blurshes the one whos always selengeh

shes the one who always smells like MBR

shes the one who have high ahem ahem.. u noe wat i mean

shes the one who plans for her future and makes sure tat we plan ours as well

shes the one who always think of us

shes the only one who smell my ahem ahem b4....lol, u noe wat i mean

shes the only one whos willing to leave the world for her sleep

shes the only one whos not aware of her surroundings

she the one who makes me excited abt the beads thingy

shes the one who means wat she says

shes the one who loves me and mul to bits

shes the one

.saf.

2007-06-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

and mul tag everyone of her friends to do this..
and i shall do it..

Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

MY TEN WEIRD OR NOT SO WEIRD FACTS:
1) i snooze my hp alarm for at least 3 times every morning before i actually wake up..
2) i don't usually comb my hair as even when i comb it, it will still look messy when it dry up..
3) i have to at least disturb my siblings everyday.. it feels akward if i don't disturb them..
4) i don't usually make my bed when i just got out of bed, instead i make it neat and tidy before i go to sleep.. zzzzz..
5) when i got bored at home, i scrub the toilet.. or just sleep..
6) i love baking and cooking, but i only cook seldomly..
7) i wait for my bf call every night but i end up calling him 1st every night..
8) i only love jogging as exercise but recently, am lazy to do it..
9) i can be emotional and moody.. when i'm in a bad mood i can shout like a mad B*TCH.. or cry like no one business..
10) i cry when watching sad or touching movies..
haha..

now i just tag anyone who's reading this.. haha.. coz i know only a few know my blog actually exist.. :p

2007-06-11T23:54:00.001+08:00

Welcome back to Singapore dearest mumul!!

Don't worry..

we will go through everything together..

we love you mumul!!

we really do..

I am blessed with these two gorgeous gfs..

2007-06-03T02:02:00.000+08:00

i miss us 3 together!! the crazy times we spend together!!! I really miss the 3 of us bonding sessions we have by no matter what we do together.. at esplanade, window shopping, go library together, study for exams, conference calling, even just lepak anywhere and laugh and they looking for cute indian guys..

I MISS IT SOOO MUCH!!!

and MUL!!! when u're back in Singapore, we have a blast of time k..
miss u lots lah..
this coming SUNDAY!!!! yeah!! can't wait for it!!!

and i can talk on the phone for hours talking about everything or nothing at all again!!! yeah!!!

and.. my jaan had a date just now!! hehe..
all the best k jaan with him..

and now, i'm bored..
have to study for my 3 papers next week..
i had been doing revision since just now..

and the sucky thing is that i got a sorethroat..
and slight cough..
and my sister have flu, n i wish i will not get infected with it..
I HAVE EXAMS NEXT WEEK!!
i dont want to fall sick during exam time..

and to my dearest boyfriend,
i believe you have the great capabilities to go far,
believe in urself and u will succeed in the future,
don't let any obstacle destroy your big dream,
i will always be by ur side supporting u on whatever u do..
i love u dear, and i believe that u can do it..

i love you soo much my dear!!

2007-05-29T14:10:00.000+08:00

i watched blades of glory yesterday with saf n nas.. The show is sooo GAY!!! and funny..

IT IS SOOO GAY CAN.. hehe.. (saf*wink *wink)
if anyone wanna laugh so hard at a gayish movie, do watch this..
i know.. i like merepek things ..
haha..

and now i am in the sch lab doing project while waiting for the brand mgt revision lecture...
there's a lot to do for project..
and its exams week next week..
and have to hand up the individual assignments in 3 wks time..

soo many things to do..
seems that there is soo little time..

2007-05-27T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hello there!!!!!!!!

YOOOO HOOOOO
feels so nice that at last i blog..
haha..
its not like as if i am very busy or what,
but its that i decided to watch videos of tv series online instead of blogging.. haha..
ya lah, after watching 1 series, i will be going on watching another series rite..
i had watch America nwxt top model season 7 & 8, ugly betty almost the whole season.. i love ugly betty.. her confidence n all despite being not that pretty.. :D

and oh, exams is in 2 weeks time and i have to start some revision from NOW onwards,, argh... lucky there are only 3 papers for this sem.. and i hope i can score..

oh well, i ask my fwen to ask a popular malay bridal company to ask whether they offer internship as i am really interested to go into 1, but WTH!!! the owner said that diploma in marketing is nothing n she got other people from production or wadrobe fashion? or something like that that wanna intern with her and she say that diploma in MARKETING IS LIKE NOTHING!!!! OH MY!!!!!!!!!!! n she actually told my friend that she is only interested in CELEBRITIES coz using normal people will make her LOSE FACE for her business...

n seriously, my friend say that the owner is quite like a bitch...
haiz..
but nvm, i had ask carmen to ask rico whether the teledirect company still wants intern as she had scored an internship with the company and they really pay very well..

and dearest nas had got his internship company.. its at bishan area and he have to do admin work.. he say that it would be most probably that he have to work on sat too.. and only $450 of pay.. sch also locate students into work that got nothing to do with the course.. n the pay also very little.. and IT student have to do admin which of coz got nothing to do with IT...>

i bake some mini nibblets brownies with m&m on top AND SOME CHEESECAKE.. the cheese cake taste ok only as it taste too cheesy.. despite that the nibblets brownies taste really nice..

and last thurs, after lots of time planning to meet and suhail janji mama a lot of time at last we met

suhail used to be soo closed with us - saf mul n me..
but dunno nowadays what had happen that he is not as close as us like we used to..
but neverless, he is a good friend and we really miss the times that we all had in ips while working together.. it is so fun rite, saf? mul ?
hahax..
especially those times we are working together under ah lian.. haha..
unforgetable memories..

this is nothing do do me pic.. haha..

oh yah!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

MUL COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE ON 10TH JUNE!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SOOO SUPER DOOPER EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wonder what did she buy back home for me..
hehe *shameless me*

i miss her lots lah..

And last fri night, i had a great date with my my bf...
we went to vivo with initial plan of watching movies..
but at last i decided not to as the movies tics are mostly selling fast and i do not wish to sit at the first few rows in the theatre..
and so,, i told nas that i would rather spend time with him eating and then going to the rooftop and spend the time splashing in the water.. hahax..
and i had great fun playing hide and seek between the walls there and i got wet by the splashing of the water when i ran..
and at last with the wind blowing, i find myself shivering cold..
and nas told me that he had an idea that we sit under the spot light to dry myself up..
and the thing is nas didn't really get very wet as he's careful when running in the water while i clumsily run like an elephant and got myself really2 wet.. haiz...
but i still love every moment spent with him..

and yest night, i went to saf's sis place to have dinner with saf's family. i love my jaan.. :D and i'm meeting her again today!!!1 saf is unpredictable and i love her company.. :D and its funny when her friend ask her whether i got am mixed blood and have indian blood with me.. hehe.. i look more indon la.. hahax.. maybe influence from my jaan that i look indian ? hehe.. and saf!! don't lie k that i look indian coz my hidung mancung kot??? coz my hidung never mancung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha..

and we "exercise" at the exercise place at safrina park.. ;)

this pic is scary as i look as if that i am headless..
i wanna go ubi to exercise with saf later!!!

the 1st thing i do as i open my eyes in the morning is to think of u..

2007-05-13T02:58:00.000+08:00

i am well nowadays, ,,, LAZY!!!

i feel bloated, fat and these are symtoms of laziness!!!!

haizzzzzzzzzzzz...........
that is the reason that i had not been blogging...
plus having a 2 day fever/ headache from the hot weather during the early week..

and to add up with that, i'm havig that time of the month, and with the complicated hormones in me now, i feel so lazy..

i even have no mood to enter escape theme park just now!!! even i can enter there free of charge!!! it is to that extend where i have no mood to do anything interesting.. hahax..

WHAT A BORING TIKA!!!

ok, but at least i followed my mum, sis and bro to the family day carnival at downtown east just now.. played the normal stupid carnival game and didn't win anything for myself.. :( how i wish someone can play carnival game for me and win a big teddy and then give it to me.. *hint *hint.. hahax.. :p that will be very sweet.. as i am completely sux in playing carnival games and hope someone can win for me instead..

and even though my sis insist that we go escape as we got free tickets, i insist on not to go!!! i don't know y, but nowadays, i don't like crowds and i will have a big headache being in a middle of a crowd.. so unlike atika.. haiz.. this is no mood syndrome..

this is us sister, different personality but still as loving as ever..
i just like to disturb and irritate her,
coz she easily gets angry..
and i love to see her angry..
hahax..
WEIRD... ( i know )

and to my mummy...
"HAPPY MOTHER's DAY"
i love u mummy..
everyday is mother's day..
we have to treasure them and love them deeply..
coz there is no love that is more meaningful then a mum love to their children..
the way they love us, take care of us, make us the most important thing in their life, sacrifies for us, gave birth to us and lots more....

my mum, the best and most important woman in my life..

i had a great time with my gfs saf and meer on our trip to vivocity...
i didn't know that there is a nice rooftop there with a manmade lake... and we can actually walk around the steep water (lake).. a beautiful place.. really love it lots.. and had great time laughing to our lamest conversation about everything.. hehe.. girls will always be girls rite..
so thank you my gf for the great outing.. love u guys so much..

and saf..
i like this pic of u..
sooo candid and yet so nice..

so natural termenung.. hehe.. :p

ok.. i shall end now..
but can i ask something..

how to cure the laziness syndrome??

:)

2007-05-04T17:14:00.000+08:00

ok mumul dearest!! at last!! i'm posting saf's pic with her new rebonded hair.. she still looks as gorgeous as ever n i know u do too in mynmar!!

Tadaa!!! pic taken yesterday when i met her to watch spiderman (my 2nd time watching it) with her.. she got free tickets from her friend and after both of v n s are not going with her, i replace them to watch it with her.. hahax.. and SERIOUSLY!!! this is our 2ND time watching movies together.. imagine that!! being very close with each others for soo long but only had watch movie with each other TWICE!!! OH MY!!!!

but.. we didn't watch the full movie, halfway between the movie, as saf's was tired, and i don't mind, we went out to do window shopping at far east plaza which most of the shops was close by then and then share hot fudge sundae with Many toppings (peanuts, choc rice, rainbow rice) and then walk from orchard to dobhy ghaut MRT station.. Its been soo long since we walk that far.. It was a great meet up session with u my dearest jaan.. " jaan means darling in hindi " :)

As i went through my picture folder, i came across a pic taken about a year ago during a pagaent me n saf participated last min to cover the people who has back out from it.. it was a great experience and lovely day..

i was like a bit thinner then from the short term diet that i had then..hahax..

and surprising i had won some awards.. and that;s how my nickname in msn was created.. as i won miss beautiful smile award.. :D
hahax..

and nas, when we are still brand new in the relationship, 4 months old relationship then??, he had supported me through the whole night.. :)
so sweet of him..

and i editted my pic to this..

i dont look like a human here.. hahaha..

miss those times..
but well, now i have to be serious in school as now i'm in the very final 3rd yr and i really wanna score well..

ok.. i need to go to my aunt place in hougang now to help her prepare the food for tomorrow's prayers for my late grandma 100 days... its been so fast and i can't believe that she had been gone for 100days already.. its hard losing your loved ones.. but as time fly, we do move on but still there's a space in this small heart that will always feel this lost forever..

2007-05-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

It was my first time painting the wall!!!
and yes, i did spend half day of labour day by painting my bedroom..
i want something fresh to wake up with,
and i really love the new colour of the wall..
and i didn't know that painting is easy..

and so, this is the new colour of my bedroom wall...

i really love the colour.. I'm a fan of shades of pink, red.. :) and that curtain in my room is also handmade by me.. :D

i wish that i have money to buy a flat screen monitor and printer for my comp.. but nvm..

and i like this table lamp, bought in johor at a very cheap price as it's on sale there..

and so i am very satisfied of the outcome of the new colour of my bedroom wall.. :D it used to be in pale light pink..

and there's something that i've kept more than a year that i think most people would have not keep this thing as long as that..

it's a rose that my boyfriend had gave me for valentines day last year.. i still kept it, and the beautiful dried rose is still nicely intact even after the 1 yr plus period.. i haven't receive any rose this yr yet, but if i do, i will keep it and hang it nicely like this so that it will be nicely intact and look beautiful for a very long period of time..

and i came across the card that had started me and my bf beautiful relationship.. It is just a simple birthday card for my 17th birthday, but it has a lot of meaning in it that had brought us this far.. :D

simple card with simple words written but mean a lot to me..
its weird how little things like this would make a big impact on someone..

and i watched SPIDERMAN3 just now!!!!!!! the show is sooo nice!! i watched it with nas and his friends, meenachi and zafran.. and the ending is soo sad that i felt like crying.. but despite that, i didn't coz everytime i feel like crying, i will drink water to distract myself.. i really think it is super nice and you guys have to watch it!! every 140mins of the show is worth it..

and i took 1hr bus ride to bishan to watch the movie there.. i thought that the bus ride from my house area in pasir ris to bishan would be like 30 mins, but i'm wrong.. especially during the after office hour traffic.. but luckily the movie is worth it..

and then, me and nas had prata at kovan!!! we ordered tissue prata with choc, and an ice cream prata which is my first time trying it and well... it is sooo DELICIOUS!!!! hahax.. but unluckily, i had forgotten to take a pic of those delicious pratas..

and these are pics of me and meer in tudung..

nas said that he like seeing me in tudung..

and meer with saf's niece..

2007-05-01T01:30:00.000+08:00

i have to say this...

Got this 1 girl from my sec sch..

She is a BLOODY BITCH!!!!!!!!!!
in fact, she's much more worst than that..
i don't know how i could have tolerated being in the same cca as her for all my sec years!!!
OH MY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

muka sememek, hidung kemek, muka tak jambu tapi tukar2 jantan..
merepek!!! cermin muka sendiri dulu k.. and of coz that cucumber thingy--> crazy like hell..

she is the most hated person that i have,
and she lives opposite the sec sch i used to attend..

and i know its not only me that hate her,
there's surely more people that hates her a lot more..
coz she really has a mouth that has NEVER EVER said any sweet words except to have sex with those guys that she change often..
and a mouth that full of lies and hatred to all the things around her..
and yes, she's far from a pretty bitch, but a low class one is a better description of her..

2007-04-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

i had not blogged for days...
wow.. hahax..
i just feel lazy to use the comp, as my sister is the one who uses it most of the time..
n i would also consider this as a quite a bad week ..

even though sch had started, and my timetable is super slack, i still feel bad of the pain that my hips sufferred.. i know why it happened.. i had not been exercising for MONTHS, and at last, finally, my mood came to do some vigorous exercise to lose the weight i gained during the holidays, and tadaa.. resulted in the pain.. n i think it's because of improper warm up..

its very painful till its very uncomfortable for me to sleep and sit.. and i have to spend my last 2 days at home resting because of this.. so sianz.. but luckily there are no class in these two days..

and oh yah, on wednesday, straight after lecture, i took an hour bus trip from TP to NYP to fetch my boyfriend home from his major project schedule that he has..
n what i mean as fetching him home is to sit in his sch, being kaypo and accompany him there until 6, and then we can go out together after that and at last he's the one that send me home to my doorstep.. hehe..

but unluckily, it rained so heavily that it is impossible for us to go out as we will be very wet and it is dangerous to ride a bike in such wheather.. and so, we had dinner at NYP... and seriously, NYP malay stall canteen sell very oily food.. ishk.. i can grow fatter if i eat there everyday.. :p
but my boyfriend did not got grow fatter even though he eat these fattening food.. he have good genes, n i don't.. :(
and at last we end up grocery shopping at giant supermarket near to my place and he ended up buying cockles and soft butter which i reccommend him to buy..hehe.. i am sooo mak cik sei..

and he has been as sweet as ever to come down to my place just now and bought milk for me coz he said my bones need calcium for my hips to cure from that pain... soo sweet of him.. thanks dear.. :D i love u..

and now, these are the pics which has been long outdated..

at east coast park cycling with my sweeties..

me and daya..

saf relaxing at the bench..

me.. trying to step cute???? hahahahax.. not!!

saf malu2 kucing.. (step shy)

and i love this, very interesting advertising tool did by moove media in celebration of their birthday,,

it could be seen all around singapore..

and abg wadi's birthday dinner celebration at sakura..

my aunt and uncle..

happy 30th birthday abg wadi.. :)

and my pic with my dearest..

saf likes this pic.. hehe..

love him..

the happy couple with the girl looking like an indonesian maid..

and me, without any make up except eyeliners..

sch had reopen, and i shall minimize the use of make ups.. i shall wear only eyeliners to sch everyday.. :) except for the days i wish to dress up in which it is sooo seldom.. hahax..

ok.. wish me luck for me to recover from this hip pain soon so i can start exercising again .. :) see ya..

2007-04-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

now i know the reason why i need a hug badly in the previous post..

i was feeling so down, unright, and when i was asleep at 1 plus then, i dreamt that my bedroom was caught with a fire. then, too troubled from that dream, i woke up, and found out that my bedroom was full of smoke!!! and the insect repellent burner that i hang on the door had caught fire, i was soo lucky that the fire had not spread to the pile of books which is located next to the door.. and the fire just burn the whole insect repellent burner and if i woke up late a bit later, it will be too late for me to put off the fire by myself.

i actually hold the handle of that thing that is full of fire and threw it to the toilet before splashing water to it, i know i'm stupid to do that, but when u're panicking, u can't really think straight rite??

and alhamdulilah, Allah had given me a chance to live longer.. :)

and as saf said, i'm quite lucky of dreaming abt it n woke up, as in dejavu???

luckily nothing worst had occured and i'm still here.. still the same old tika that had felt traumatized for a while that night, but still could end up coming to the dreadful job the next day..

WEIRD,, but that really happen.. i don't really know what i'm thinking then. u can call me stupid for that coz i also believe that i am then..

And AT LAST!!! just now was my last day on that job that i dislike, and me n daya took half day to go cycling at ECP with saf.. This had been a very tiring cycling trip i've been to coz my hip hurts since just now morning, i have had not enough sleep, and i feel unwell..

i do not often feel like this when i'm trying to get active.. but its ok to feellike this right? and i have to exercise more as i've gain a bit of weight since the holidays started and i want to lose them back..

ok, sch starting next week, n the classmates will change.. i will miss my precious group members that i've work with for the whole year 2.. n now, have to find a new 1.. hope it will be as efficient as my previous 1..

i have no mood to put pictures, when i have the mood, i will do so k..
and sorry for the moody post.. i feel sick..

2007-04-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

i don't know why...
but i don't feel good today..

how i wish mul is here..
to give each other a big friendship hug..
i miss those times when we do everything n even nothing together..

heez..

working here had make my mind go insane..
like i don't even understand what i feel..

i need somebody to give me a big tight hug..

will u be kind enough to give it to me ?? :)

2007-04-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry that i had never been blogging for soo long..

The only reason for this is bacause that i am trap working at a telemarketing company.. I dreaded going there to work everyday as i hate the job a lot!! This is the WORST job that i have ever had.. n y do i still work here even though i hate it soo much??

It is because that they pay well and i only have to work there for 8 days which is being told in the contract.. 3 days of working hell had passed and now i have to endure another 5 days of it.. n that really sound soo LONG!!!!! in other words, i learn a lesson.. that is interest is way impt rather then pay..

N U KNOW WHAT???????

I CALLED MUL JUST NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS HER A LOT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUL I LOVE U!!! n u cannot threaten me k!! hehe.. :p

it feels soo good to be able to talk to her ever since she went there since 1 month ago.. IT REALLY FEELS VERY GOOD!! even though in total it cost me $20++ for that call, but money doesn't count when u MISS your dearest girlfriend sooo much.. n y must the cost of calling there have to be soo expensive?? or else i would have call her always!! but i dont mind spending my money on it.. IT IS REALLY WORTH IT!! I LOVE HER A LOT K!!!

SAF!! Next time we both call together using that international card that we bought just now k.. its way cheaper then i use the prepaid line.. we can talk to her for 17mins with that $10 value..

n guess what?? AT LAST!! my lovely dearest girlfriend/jaan had changed her indecent looking handphone to a new sony erricson 3G HP!! POWER man!!! :) :) i haven't kpo ask her questions about her new phone just now coz i had a really bad tummy ache or food poisoning ? n had been going in n out of the toilet for 4 times!!! but i will kpo tomorrow.. surely will one.. :P

ok.. now let me update with pics taken on tuesday that is long overdue coz of having to work at a place that i hate..

i had went to pulau ubin on tuesday!!! With dearest saf, hui san n jorine..

the time spent there is really great.. Pulau Ubin is soo nice with its natural nature beauty.. i love the pulau,, so many nice sceneries.. n there is no traffic lights or zebra crossing there.. can cycle or walk freely around that small island..

and we travel our way all around pulau ubin with bicycles.. the rent there is soo cheap.. u can get as price as low as $2 for small or kids bike and avreage $4 to $5 to rent a better bicycle for the WHOLE DAY!! very cheap right to be compared with East Coast bicycle rent which is $6 per hr, but weekdays get another hr free...

and so the kampung girl travel with her other kampung girls around the island, n then hui san brought us to a hiking trip to one of the hills there.. So we hide our bicycles safely behind the bushes, n then climb the high hill.. until we reach the sumit n saw this...

nice right the view from the top???

i really fall in love with the sight and all these while i had never thought of being able to find a nice spectacular view like this in Singapore..

and so, we jakun-ly took pictures here..

Great view from there right??

n hui san had wrote our name at one of the stones there..

And there are animals there too..

and so, u guys have to be careful when u guys saw these wild boars.. they are quite dangerous.. n for info, there are no lights on at night, n so it is better to come there in the morning.. the motor boat cost only cost $2 per trip from changi village. n drinks stalls are easily found here..

and before we came back to the main island of Singapore, we saw this ad...

Anyone interested? just call that no.

ok.. i am so tired, and i have problems updating pics, so i shall continue back tomorrow when i'm awake.. i shall update on abg wadi's birthday celebration at sakura downtown yesterday night and more...

ok.. i wanna go brush teeth and SLEEP..

2007-04-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

i've receive this e mail showing the 10 most haunted places in Singapore..

N these are the places

Scary eh??? ishk... i didn't even know that one of the places is near to my place.. in pasir ris.. scary..

ok.. sorry for putting those pics out.. but seriously i am easily scared.. as in i won't be daring enough to go to these such places.. for those daredevils, these are the 10 most haunted places in Singapore.. n for the malays out there, Ria radio station 89.7fm, have ghost story sharing session on weekdays from 12am to 2am.. Some of the stories told are soo scary n the background sounds too.. so check it out k.. (if u guys dare)

ok.. so i went to giant just now..

my sister sooo excited to go Giant.. Dunno y.. Siao..

n so while the other went to other places in Giant, i went to the bakery section to see what i can buy to bake..
n then later go to the market to buy the raw yong tau foo things..
OH MY!!!!!!!! I sound soo aunty doing all these!!!! hahahax...

n now... introducing my kaypo siblings..

my another brother is not inside coz he went out wif his friends..

no matter how much u guys, my siblings.. can make me have a very bad headache, u guys are still the best siblings that i could ever have in this world... MUACKS!!(especially linda for not entertaining my stupid jokes,n adik for the many questions he ask.. haha :P)

n just now i cook yong tau foo soup for my family :) i enjoy cooking these days especially when i'm always at home n am jobless..
n i bought some icing for the cupcakes..

it looks nice right?? but actually it taste much more nicer without the icing coz the icing is too sweet.. my mum also agree to this..

and i miss my bucuk sayang..

i could only meet him like next tuesday onwards??? after he finish his presentations coz he need to concentrate on his projects and preparing for the presentations on top of the long hours of work he have during weekends.. he's MY busy man...

n i want to try n learn to cook sambal tumis udang coz he told me how he wish i can cook that dish.. hehe.. I'll try my best k sayang..

n soo.. i wish i will not fall asleep while reading later..
What happen during the facial yesterday..

hahax...

ok.. i wanna start reading now..

2007-04-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

I'm too tired to blog yesterday..
i reach home abt 11.30pm and decided to talk to nas on the phone and then later do my facials instead... :) but in the end, i only manage to get some sleep at 3.30am.. and like what my mum told me.. i'm being a burung hantu (night owl) because of the nocturnal hours i have..

And so, yesterday, after waking up at one plus pm ( soo late!!) by saf's phone call, i ended up watching two indonesian drama with my mum.. their dramas like mostly the same.. they have one very angelic character n then one very devilish character which is very jealous of the angelic one and wanna destroy her.. n mostly is because of one very hansome hero.. soo predictable lah.. hahax.. my mum really loves to watch such tv shows..
*maybe thats y i look a bit indonesian ( coz she's to engrossed watching indonesian movies n want me to look like 1 of those actress maybe when i'm still in her tummy?? hahax) :p

and so, after a last minute plan, i meet up with meera, her sister n saf n decided to watch a movie.. n i'll never imagine myself watching this type of movie before.. but yes, i did watch a cartoon.. (meet the robinson).. It started with a mickey mouse cartoon, which we firstly thought we are at the wrong theatre hall.. but actually it just a short 5-10 mins cartoon that they show before the real movie started.. :)

the two n a half indians.. hahax.. ( as what meer said )

meersaf..

the girlfriends.. MY JAAN n if i feel non straight, she's my non straight couple partner too.. hahax.. :p

The sisters.. They really do look sweet in tudung right??

During the buying of the tickets..

hahax..

saf is high!!!!!!!

SAF!!! HE THINKS UR HOT!!! !! hahaha..

n saf have nice earrings bought from Thailand.. I shall borrow them from her sometimes... :) even the hot, gorgeous transexual shopgirl say soo.. n they exchange number!!! hehe..

no worries k sayang.. I'm straight!! hehe..

The greatest girlfriend i've ever had...

And so, when i reach home.. Something happen!!!

AHGH!!! I'vebeen biten by my snake named MRS Nas..
she miss me too much.. hahax..

DAYA!! i miss u lei,,
must go cycling toghether next week k..

n u my greatest girlfriend n my everything, i really miss u.. we had never been soo far for this long eversince i fall in love with u my girlfriend.. i have to buy a international phone card soon n talk to her!! feels like as if i haven't talk to her like ages already.. "MSN does not count ok"
if u are reading this my dear, I MISS U TOO MUCH!!!!

n ok, i'm going to have a fifteen mins walk to Ikea n giant with my mum n siblings now.. n i will spend my whole night at home reading.. :) bye for now..

2007-04-06T03:03:00.000+08:00

hei...

At last i've returned the school library books that i've borrowed like 2 months before... hahax.. but no worries, i'm not fined coz i extend the due date online... thats one of the many reasons y i love technologies.. :D yay!!!

n i've borrowed 3 books in return..

i need to read more lei..
like what Joline said, her mind went black after reading my love post, and so i shall read more to improve my english k love.. hahax.. n Joline is the one who threatened me that she dont wanna be in same project group with me if i spell friend as fwen.. :p hahax.. i shall type friend from now on k minah!!! :p n aty is not aunty k!!!

n so after a looong loong time after ever since my ezlink was destroyed, AT LAST i replaced it with a new one at only $3 charge.. hahax.. n now my ez link looks brand new n not dented anymore.. :)

After the plan of going cycling with saf is cancelled (shall i say again? heheh.. :p), even when i brought shorts n extra tshirt along to sch(semangat sei!), intending to go cycling after that, Lita called to meet me to do a catch up of our life... (Saf was asleep lah then.. hahax..)

We went to my fav shopping centre Marina Square to shop around for a while, n then decided to talk n eat at HOT in Esplanade..

Me n Lita.. I heart her lots!!

We went here to have our dinner..

Lita ordered a Wasabi Pizza which we shared..

This is what i had, cookies n cream blended which taste like the one dollar bubble tea's one with only the whipped cream on top n cost $3.90, n the nachoes which the cheese is sooo nice!!!!

n we both enjoyed the nachoes soo much.. the salsa sause was a bit bitter though..

Lita enjoying the nachoes.. (she likes this pic a lot)

and me enjoying it too!!! :D

We shared our love life stories and i really think u Lita should go for Shahril instead rather than vishal.. Sharil is her best guy friend which she had known ever since our first few days in poly.. n Vishal is her crush..

n i think sharil is sweeter n i thinks he likes u too.. Go date him again!! Don't go and miss this opportunity k.. hahax.. all the best k darling.. and dont forget to buy for me that necklace when u go bangkok k!!

Then, my boyfriend came down to esplanade to meet me.. :D .. I gave him the muffins that i've made n i have to wait for him to finish them up before he shall comment on it..

he dont like to take pictures, but having a girlfriend who loves camwhoring, he is forced to take pictures with me.. Muahahaha.. :p

The half eaten muffins on his hands..

Him chewing them up..

n when i ask him to rate the taste at one as not nice and five as really yummy, he gave me a 7.. which is overly yummy!!! hahax.. i love seeing him finish all 5 of my muffins n enjoying them.. i shall cook more delicious food for u k dear..

n i like this pic of him!! at last he smile for the camera n not closing his eyes while i took a picture of him..

n yes, he does love tickling me..

n so, after that we sat at our fav mac in boon keng (we have 2 fav, one here n the other at changi airport) as i want to eat their hot fudge sundae n fries.. and we talk on a lot of topics n even my plans for sip..

i wanna find a bridal or event company to self secure my sip, in other words, attachment.. i wanna be a wedding planner in the future, n so i'm planning to go to the popular bridal companies in singapore, such as RH bridal n others more to ask whether they accept internship there, n i really wanna give it a try, even though that means that i have to work during the whole of weekends too..

and i got the inspiration to become one since young.. i am even happy that i had done my cuzzin make up for her solemnisation ceremony during her marriage day as the make up artist or mak andam could not make it in the morning..

n me, without any experience of doing any professional make up, did an impressably good job on it..

the make up skills not bad right?? Kak Nati looks gorgeous.. :D

and so i will try my best to achieve my dream to be one of the best wedding coordinator n own my own bridal business in the long run..

i shall take professional bridal course especially on make up n everything..

i hope i can succeed.. Insyallah.. :D

2007-04-05T03:32:00.000+08:00

ok.. Guess ?? What i did just now??

Wanna know what?? I bake!!!!! hahahaha.. ok ok lame.. i know.. hahax..
As Saf's sis from Dubai is in Singapore and we are unable to go cycling, i decided to bake.. muffins, or cupcakes?? :p

So, firstly, the dough..

this is the starting.. yeah..

And then.. after much mixing of ingredients and the waiting for it to bake in the oven, the outcome came...

looks nice???

deliciously nice!!

after that, it is a must to....

ENJOY it!!! hahax.. yummy...

that was strawberry jam muffins with choc chips.. i shall try a harder 1 next time..

n i also wanna cook.. i'm good at making meatballs.. i shall cook it one day n put the pics here.. It's really GOOD especially with mozarella cheese melting on it... YUMMY!!! imagine that k.. :)

And so, now i like to discuss a topic..
n its on... tadada... LOVE!!!!

n so.. the question is...

WHAT"S LOVE??????

and so, love...
there's many description of love...
some say its sweet, others say its blind n bla bla bla...
n of coz love needs sacrifice.. true right???

Without love, it seems that all the wealth we've got in this world is non meaningful.. The one u have to love firstly is God.. God created us in this world.. I feel blessed with everything that Allah had given me, good or bad...

Then ur parents.. without them u won't be in this world n no one except them would be sacrifising soo much to see u grow as a successful person... Next, is the person closely related to u, siblings, cuzzins, friends, n ur love partner...

But there is this saying
"Love youself first, then u learn how to love others"
so love yourself.. feel lucky, coz every single human being in this world is unique.. n you are special ok.. :)

ok.. As now i'm still a teenager, going to be 19 n as sweet as ever, hmm.., hahax, i shall discuss on BGR (boy-girl relationship) which most teenagers are having... I am also in this situation with my beloved boyfriend Nas which we had been together for 1yr3 mths...

and so.. boys meet girls, girls meet boys, they get attracted to each other, they flirt, ask for each other's number , have dates using their parents money.. hehe(for the one's who haven;t work yet) , they start to hold hands, kiss , some goes to a futher extend which teenagers shouldn't be doing...

Some relationship last but others just ended and goes in to another round of this cycle.. And when it last, people usualy call it as puppy love, or cinta monyet as the malays called it..

Why do some of these relationship last? and why other fails?

It is true that teenagers are still young and they are in the high stage of enjoying themself.. When there is no trust, no commitment, bad communication, too must enjoyment, of coz its hard to last..

They must respect each other opinions, have trust in each other, not cheat, n be responsible for each other for it to last.. Ok n thats not just it.. there;s much more which u guys have to think all about it yourself.,.

And love should not be mistaken with Lust..
Lust itself is not love.. Don't force yourself to have a sexual relationship especially when u are not ready to n pre-marital sex can caused unwanted pregnancy which is a big problem faced nowadays, especially in the malay community which i lived in.. I knew like more than 10 people who had experience this n there's more.. some go through abortion n others kept it, either taking care of the baby themself or putting them on adoption..

And so, the best way to avoid this from occuring is to avoid pre marital sex.. every religion does not agree on pre marital sex n this is regarded as a big sin.. so think before acting .. :)

What a topic that i've discussed on,

and so, lets chill down a bit and i shall show a pic of my sweetest boyfriend that i love soo much..

that's us.. happily loving each other.. hope that we'll last till marriage n eternity.. insyallah..

the next lovebirds is saf n shakeel.. even though sometimes it could get shaky a little, i still believe they love each other soo much..

and this one picture will make her kill me.. hahax.. but must wait for her to come back from mynmar before she can do that.. :p

Look soo sweet right??? like couple like that.. But please don't be mistaken, THEY ARE JUST FRIENDS.. ok.. don't get misjudge through a picture ok??? hahahahax..

and if i got nothing to do,, i will!!!...
TADAA!!!

DISTORT MY PIC!!!
hahahahaha.. I look like a clown here.. :p ok.. its ugly , but please, don't mind me k..

and i miss my late grandmother so much.. i am her favourite granddaughter n i miss telling her that i love her "Nurul sayang nenek" and hear her replying i love u too "nenek sayang nurul juga"..

There's so many death that i know of that's occuring in this short period of time..
"mul's cuzzin, saf's dad, my beloved grandma, my aunt, nas's granddad, nab's uncle, kak CT's dad, kak Ira's best friend and others.."
Lets donate a little prayer for them..

this entry contains my opinions n if there are any article in here that causes any discomfort, it is uninttended to..

2007-04-04T06:27:00.000+08:00

Hello to all..

I decided to create a blog myself since years ago n now then i have the mood to do this.. n so, i shall give myself a pat in the shoulders.. :p

and now let me start my first entry with some pictures..

This is me.. Call me tika..

I just love him soo much.. I'm blessed to have him in my life..

Me and dearest mul who's in Mynmar now.. miss her so much.. 60+ more days to her return to Singapore..

Saf, my jaan.. pic taken in MRT just now.. when there's 2 vain girls, camera n mirror is a must.. hahax..

apparently we went to job search just now.. went to international plaza and carlifornia fitness center to find one.. n ok.. know what we're applying for ?? part time towel girls there!!!! or receptionist.. (really hope to get a job soon.. i wish to go for a holiday lets say during the next 2 wks school holidays??)

n i wanna thanks saf's sis for treating us dinner at sakura.. :) n so, full with all the food in the tummy, we had gotten sleepy.. n u know what i did at saf's place just now??? SLEEP!!! Seeing her sleep can make me sleep too.. hahaha.. that girl eh..

and my boyfriend is soo sweet as ever to send me home.. even though after 1 full school day n playing soccer non stop for 2 n half hours, he fetch me home from saf's place to mine.. i love him soo much.. n i would like to thanks him a lot!!! Life is definately sweeter with u in it dear..

Talking sbout sweetness, i have this sudden mood to bake!!! bake some cakes or pastries!! i wanna start soon n making my boyfriend a bit fatter coz he told me that he's jealous that his fwen Zahfran is gaining weight n he's jealous coz its hard for him to gain weight..

n he asked me this question.. When aty wanna go gym???
hahax.. ok.. i know i grow a little bit chubbier n badly in need of exercise n job of coz.. but no worries.. insyallah, later in the evening i will go cycling with saf and hopefully daya too.. hope it doesn't rain...

I shall do some exercise or i'll get fat.. yup, its true.. i'm the opposite of him, i gain weight easily.. how i wish i can be like my dearest, can eat soo much n will never gain weights.. :(

n so, i think i shall sleep now or else my mum will come back home from work n scold me for using the comp for all night n not sleeping right..