Wanna know what?? I bake!!!!! hahahaha.. ok ok lame.. i know.. hahax..
As Saf's sis from Dubai is in Singapore and we are unable to go cycling, i decided to bake.. muffins, or cupcakes?? :p
So, firstly, the dough..

this is the starting.. yeah..
And then.. after much mixing of ingredients and the waiting for it to bake in the oven, the outcome came...

looks nice???

deliciously nice!!
after that, it is a must to....

ENJOY it!!! hahax.. yummy...
that was strawberry jam muffins with choc chips.. i shall try a harder 1 next time..
n i also wanna cook.. i'm good at making meatballs.. i shall cook it one day n put the pics here.. It's really GOOD especially with mozarella cheese melting on it... YUMMY!!! imagine that k.. :)
And so, now i like to discuss a topic..
n its on... tadada... LOVE!!!!
n so.. the question is...

WHAT"S LOVE??????
and so, love...
there's many description of love...
some say its sweet, others say its blind n bla bla bla...
n of coz love needs sacrifice.. true right???
Without love, it seems that all the wealth we've got in this world is non meaningful.. The one u have to love firstly is God.. God created us in this world.. I feel blessed with everything that Allah had given me, good or bad...
Then ur parents.. without them u won't be in this world n no one except them would be sacrifising soo much to see u grow as a successful person... Next, is the person closely related to u, siblings, cuzzins, friends, n ur love partner...
But there is this saying
"Love youself first, then u learn how to love others"
so love yourself.. feel lucky, coz every single human being in this world is unique.. n you are special ok.. :)
ok.. As now i'm still a teenager, going to be 19 n as sweet as ever, hmm.., hahax, i shall discuss on BGR (boy-girl relationship) which most teenagers are having... I am also in this situation with my beloved boyfriend Nas which we had been together for 1yr3 mths...
and so.. boys meet girls, girls meet boys, they get attracted to each other, they flirt, ask for each other's number , have dates using their parents money.. hehe(for the one's who haven;t work yet) , they start to hold hands, kiss , some goes to a futher extend which teenagers shouldn't be doing...
Some relationship last but others just ended and goes in to another round of this cycle.. And when it last, people usualy call it as puppy love, or cinta monyet as the malays called it..
Why do some of these relationship last? and why other fails?
It is true that teenagers are still young and they are in the high stage of enjoying themself.. When there is no trust, no commitment, bad communication, too must enjoyment, of coz its hard to last..
They must respect each other opinions, have trust in each other, not cheat, n be responsible for each other for it to last.. Ok n thats not just it.. there;s much more which u guys have to think all about it yourself.,.
And love should not be mistaken with Lust..
Lust itself is not love.. Don't force yourself to have a sexual relationship especially when u are not ready to n pre-marital sex can caused unwanted pregnancy which is a big problem faced nowadays, especially in the malay community which i lived in.. I knew like more than 10 people who had experience this n there's more.. some go through abortion n others kept it, either taking care of the baby themself or putting them on adoption..
And so, the best way to avoid this from occuring is to avoid pre marital sex.. every religion does not agree on pre marital sex n this is regarded as a big sin.. so think before acting .. :)
What a topic that i've discussed on,
and so, lets chill down a bit and i shall show a pic of my sweetest boyfriend that i love soo much..

that's us.. happily loving each other.. hope that we'll last till marriage n eternity.. insyallah..
the next lovebirds is saf n shakeel.. even though sometimes it could get shaky a little, i still believe they love each other soo much..

and this one picture will make her kill me.. hahax.. but must wait for her to come back from mynmar before she can do that.. :p

Look soo sweet right??? like couple like that.. But please don't be mistaken, THEY ARE JUST FRIENDS.. ok.. don't get misjudge through a picture ok??? hahahahax..
and if i got nothing to do,, i will!!!...
TADAA!!!

DISTORT MY PIC!!!
hahahahaha.. I look like a clown here.. :p ok.. its ugly , but please, don't mind me k..
and i miss my late grandmother so much.. i am her favourite granddaughter n i miss telling her that i love her "Nurul sayang nenek" and hear her replying i love u too "nenek sayang nurul juga"..
There's so many death that i know of that's occuring in this short period of time..
"mul's cuzzin, saf's dad, my beloved grandma, my aunt, nas's granddad, nab's uncle, kak CT's dad, kak Ira's best friend and others.."
Lets donate a little prayer for them..

this entry contains my opinions n if there are any article in here that causes any discomfort, it is uninttended to..
